I wish I knew about this before.

What do you really wake up for, survival or exploration?

This adamant question I always ask myself, am I surviving or pursuing something to make myself of some worth? Like all of you guys I also have been searching for the answer, as what to really aim for and how to be consistent in something without any distraction. After going through all motivational videos, thriving novels of success stories, self-help books, inspirational movies, etc. I only found a time-bomb of motivation for a certain period of time and then it diffused. Confused state again! In this informative era of the new ideology and everyone is coming up with new streams of how to be successful in life. But the question is, will it work for me the same as for those? I doubt! It's just the advertisement world has created a myth of word "success" and how it will look like and those materialistic things they compare, they earn when our mind swallow their fanatics. Then who do you trust, right? It's very simple, trust me when I got to know this thing. It blew me off, it was always there but I was unaware of its tools. Crazy right? Indeed it is. I, you, your neighbors, parents, even your dog might be irritated by the word "Yoga" now, and I am not going there so sit tight. It's "Inner engineering", we all provide a quantum of energy on thoughts which we have no control, what to think and whatnot. What if you took control of it, wouldn't it be easier for you to cracking that fucking exam with full focus? Or giving that audition which you really can think stern positive about before even facing the camera. Can you control your thoughts right now? I fucking doubt that! Test? Cool! She left you or he chose someone else above you? Images, emotions, moments. Did you just think of that last remorse words or visuals? That's suppressing the thought, which just got triggered with words, just imagine what would have happened if I would have shown you with visuals. Everyone is validating themselves with suitable gif, meme or idk whatever to make them satisfied that you're not sailing alone in that ship. That's toxic! They first make you crave for relatability for their graphical words and then platter your emotions with satisfaction that whatever happened was fair enough! Is it healed, no its groomed in a way but your mind is full of the .omplicated neurons? It will seek through memory whenever it'll find a piece, Nostalgia. Hell of fucking negativity. How to control your thoughts? You can't! You gotta be a coder to do that. Jk!! But seriously you can't, but what you can do is untangle the source o it. Elaborate? Ok, wait! We all of the different mindsets, ever wondered why? Because we are the only bundle of energy which accumulates memory. We react, emote, act according to what our we had experienced and how we have experienced in life, it's stored consciously or unconsciously. Now when we dig deep down to certain thought, like say someone had said something about your look and it has hurt you immensely. Now you got your guards up, you'll seek outer layers to hide or transform but it's in thoughts. You lose your self-confidence in the process of being someone else. Just think! What does that person really mean? Is that jealousy? Or just a bad day? Did they want to comment as just to offend? Take 5 to dig deep and cleanse it. You'll see the world you have never seen before, only progressive thoughts and human senior that's it. It seems like a hard task, it's a process. When you'll hold of it on a daily basis you are going to prove to yourself that you ave spent your quarter-life on worthless thoughts. Bit by bit, piece by piece.

"Swami Trailanga"

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You'll know the rest, he dug deep for few thoughts to cleanse and it turned out hours went by. That's YOGA! You got to learn your complicated system first before opening your eyes to this world. Rest for all those working for all those who just want to survive and adapt your way which suits you the best and rise high.