I sat for hours. But Didn't get the Answer!

And into the forest,

I go..

To lose my mind

And find my soul....

On a sea-side, I waited for hours. Long hours. In Silence, in serenity; In front of open wide blue, upside down. Like every other day, I kept open the windows inside me. The world is too false to talk about. The breeze across me, calm enough to bear it all. All these fantasies we are going through in life, so finesse in design and pattern. I wonder how. Sometimes, in lone times I dive into this unknown world. I write crap and remain lost. I don't ask too many questions. Just keep on trying to satisfy my inner-self in vivid nothingness. I know the fact that I deserve nothing at all. I look back to analyze the events of my life. Why do we do what we do. Isn't it within Almighty's creative design! There is another way of looking into it - the backward and forward method of analysis. Rationally understandable. Here I go in silence.

And into the forest, I go.

Who are we then within this complicated world? Nothing. We are emptiness. Ignorance is a prison itself, knowing is freedom. Here I lose my mind, to find my soul..

Thus far and no more. Now, let me sit in silence. In front of vivid nothingness.

I sat for hours. But didn't get the answer!

Mohammed Saef UL Arifeen.

25 March 2020 (0242 Hrs)