I keep soul searching all the time

This phrase basically means to look intently and honestly at yourself. Many people are uncomfortable and afraid to truly look at themselves, warts and all. Many others just don’t have the ability to do this well. Most others are in various stages of denial and really incapable of seeing themselves clearly. It is very rare to find someone who can actually do “soul searching.” Who are you? Why do you have the friends you do? Are they really friends or just people who help you feel that you fit in where you have chosen you want to fit?

Would they still be your friends if you were suddenly much poorer or richer, or a different race, etc.? The world is full of people who endured some change or hardship only to find out the people they thought were friends had all disappeared. Would you still love your spouse if he/she was 500 pounds? What if he/she was a race you are uncomfortable with? What if she/she was even the opposite sex of what they are now, or 30 years older? If you would leave your spouse, then is that truly love, if true love is unconditional? Ask yourself the hard questions and don’t be afraid of the answers, but use those answers to help make yourself a better person.

Would you rather find out you are much less than you thought in order to become better, or keep assuming you are as good as you thought but cease growing? That’s the choice we all have. If you truly want to grow as an individual, you have to do soul searching and find out how lacking you are in so many ways, and then you can grow. The self is just an illusion we have all invented along the way anyway. Our goal in life should not be happiness but personal growth. Those who would endure difficulty to grow end up with much greater happiness in the long run than those who chased happiness and could never even see themselves for what they are. The journey of that growth is called “soul searching.”

However, as I’m going through an awakening of sorts, I’ve come to learn that every single person has a soul, obviously. A soul is assigned to a physical body prior to birth and that soul has or wants to experience certain things and/or emotions while on earth, it has an agenda per say, but the soul lies dormant until the human person has an awakening. An awakening can happen for many reasons or it may not happen to some people at all. Once it does, it’s a confusing yet beautiful experience.

Body and soul combine. Soul is eager to experience its plan but cannot disrupt free will of the body. So the body senses a need for urgency. Once an awakening happens, the body goes through a transformation of sorts. The most noticeable being all senses are heightened. And suddenly the view of the world and life are much different. The Body begins to wonder/question if had been “asleep in a cocoon” for all those years prior. The soul is beautiful. Once you awaken your soul you’ll experience and see things that will forever change your view and opinion on so many levels.

I’ve experienced my higher self, spirit guides and gone home (my real home..I am 3) … but the awakening journey that your soul is now experiencing is never ending. It’s like that beam of sunshine through the curtains in the morning, after months of stress, telling you that it’s going to be ok, your going to be ok and your not alone. It’s an experience that’s hard to explain but one knows when it happens. Soul searching may awaken your soul if it’s something your honestly asking from your heart and needing. Mind and heart, feminine energy and male energy working together as one. Your ego must be diminished. Its a love revolution. Peace, love and harmony! Cheers!