I Chose Differently, and I Like It
Hello from the other side.
The other side of burnout, that is.
I'm going to go ahead and call it, and say that at the start of my fourth and final week of sabbatical I'm no longer in full on, hair on fire, charred and blackened fingernails level burnout.
I've been actively not worrying, noodling, stressing, or processing for several consecutive days now. Case in point, I'm writing this latest installment from a brewery at 1pm on a Monday (don't tell my personal trainer...but I've totally jettisoned his whole "let's not drink during the week" plan while I'm in burnout recovery).
Related, you might have noticed that this "daily" newsletter that I so diligently penned for the first few days of my sabbatical fell quickly off to something more akin to a "periodic" missive.
And that was by choice.
For the first time in five years I chose differently. I chose to miss commitments (even if they were ones I made to myself and/or those of you who are interested in what I have to say).
I took long walks while listening to audiobooks (yay learning!).
I pulled my daughter out of camp and spent the day doing whatever she wanted. She scarfed down multiple Snooze pancakes, skipped through the interactive art exhibits at Meow Wolf without a care in the world, and reveled in my saying that yes, we could have popcorn for lunch and ice cream on the way home. Tomorrow I'll take my son out and do whatever he feels like.?Prediction: more reading, less skipping, equal amounts of ice cream.
This is the first time I've opened my laptop in days, except to print my in laws' boarding passes. They flew here from Texas to watch the kids while the hubby and I spent three days in Colorado wine country.
And you know what we didn't talk about during that whole trip? My job.
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For five years I've been consumed by my work. Did we land the client? Is the pipeline healthy? Do we have enough staff? What crisis am I managing in this moment? Am I ready for next week's presentation?
None of that came up.
Don't get me wrong, we talked about the business models of the wineries we visited, comparing the customer experiences and what led us to buy bottles vs. join a wine club vs. leave without a purchase. I'm never not an entrepreneur anymore, but it was fun to solve hypothetical problems that don't impact my life, instead of mission-critical ones.
I haven't been in "CEO mode" for a good solid three weeks now. But you know what book I'm listening to on my epic rambles? Great CEOs Are Lazy. And I'm LOVING it. I first bought the audiobook and within 24 hours had the physical copy on its way. I need to touch this book, to mark it up and scribble in the margins. Kindle just won't do here.
In case it wasn't clear, the book is a metaphor. For the first time since I went offline, I'm excited to go back. I can see a different way of doing my job, one that serves both me and my business. There's a way to do what's needed for all concerned parties.
Four weeks ago I 100% didn't know what this week would be like. There were many potential paths ahead of me, and many of them were unmarked and uncharted. But this feels like a fork in the road rather than an about-face. Like maybe I'm changing shoes (because blisters), downing a granola bar, re-applying sunscreen, and turning 30 degrees North. The next stage of the climb will be different. But who wants sameness anyway?
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For those curious about how I got to the other side of burnout, I'm happy to share what's worked for me so far:
No doubt there are other strategies that will occur to me in this final week; I'll keep you posted as time and inclination permit :D
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2 年Thanks for sharing!
Congratulations, Andrea, on making this happen for yourself. Did you solve the million dollar question of how many millions we must reserve for our families so that we don't need to work anymore? ;-) I hope you had a wonderful sabbatical and I would have impressed if one item from the to do list got accomplished. It's so much about connection and relationship with you and your people - we'll never get the time back. My hubs is just to start a longer sabbatical and is already thinking about what he will write - I'm connecting him! Hope you are well and that I see you on a court soon again ??
Product Leader @Turnberry Solutions
2 年Good stuff. Thx for sharing the journey.
Senior Marketing Leader | Driving ABM, Demand Generation & Regional Growth Strategies in B2B Technology
2 年Your description of your “yes” days with your children sounded so joyful! My father was an entrepreneur working many many hours away from home. He guided my own aspirations with this poem: What is this life if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare. No time to stand beneath the boughs And stare as long as sheep or cows. No time to see, when woods we pass, Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass. No time to see, in broad daylight, Streams full of stars, like skies at night. No time to turn at Beauty's glance, And watch her feet, how they can dance. No time to wait till her mouth can Enrich that smile her eyes began. A poor life this if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare. WH Davies welcome back x
Creative Director/Owner at Healthy Creative design studio and inveterate recipe alterer
2 年Forget the closets! I doubt Marie Kondo is coming to visit. ?? Everyone's priorities are different, and they can't all be about our profession. Smell the coffee but smell the roses too! I am SO glad you did this sabbatical! It's obvious already that it has been beneficial.