I am myself divinely guided by intuition

We are part of the universal energy process and are always guided by the supreme divine forces around us, sometime we do not recognise or acknowledge them but they do have a definite effect on our souls. No matter what opportunities you get, or relationships you can have, if the divine doesn't want you to have it, you will never get it. It will miraculously ‘vanish’ or get ‘taken away’ right before you ‘get it’.

And the next moment, you will be put in extremely toxic situations, someone else will gain at your expense, always, and then you are expected to be the ‘bigger person’ or ‘required to forgive’, otherwise, the divine punishes you for not forgiving. Know that in regards to partners, there is only the divinely chosen, and there's no guarantee that the divinely chosen will be better than those the divine has taken away from you, nor a guarantee that you will like the partners the divine chooses for you.

If it's the divinely chosen, then it's what you can only have, regardless of whether you like them or not. The divine doesn't protect you from what's not good for you, it only expects you to accept that which it chooses for you. Karma is instant and may God forbid you hurt anyone, the divine unleashes its most hateful wrath on you, but if anyone hurts you, you have to forgive, otherwise, more punishment from the divine. If you so much as step out of line away from its expectations, from perfection, then sorry, punishment.

But now comes the worst part, you aren't allowed to want anything, you will only be allowed to have it when you don't want it anymore. Judging from what I have written, being guided by the divine is more a curse than a blessing. I've been divinely guided my entire life, so far, I have only gotten what I didn't want, while I was deprived of everything I wanted. There is no free will being guided by the divine, nothing works, what you think, hear, feel, see, the divine knows and watches you like a hawk. You are controlled your whole life, so, no, there is nothing special about being guided by the divine, you are a slave, plain and simple.

That is simply because anything related to or mentally/emotionally involved with one's preconceived concept of any deity, superstition or indoctrinated belief is going to be based on an already present and highly biased (wishful) hypothesis (belief) as to what or why the answer should be. Therefore, the honest and reasoned answer would be, “Without testable objective evidence garnered by third parties to measure and record any possible results, you will never actually know and will most likely come up with the perceived result desired subconsciously in the first place.” i.e., you'll get the answer you want.

And this is due to constant confirmatory bias upon the one asking the question and internal cognitive dissonance (mental discomfort) regarding any undesirable or conflictive results measured against emotional desires for different results. Confirmation bias is a psychological phenomenon wherein decision makers have been shown to actively seek out and assign more weight to evidence that confirms their hypothesis or belief, and ignore or under weigh the evidence that could disconfirm their hypothesis or belief.

I guess this is how and why religious miracles and answers to prayers are perceived by believers as such, while nonbelievers look puzzled or roll their eyes. The believers have a vested interest in their beliefs being confirmed. in a quiet lonely place, go check yourself against God’s rules, the ones He gave to Moses, and, assuming your conscience is clear to begin with, think to yourself. If you feel a pang of something inside you it is a warning. If you keep within God’s rules He stays happy and you feel no pangs.

It only takes a little time to learn to listen to your own conscience, to trust in your own pang-free decisions, rather than to worry what people might have told you you should feel guilty about. You don’t have to pray, you don’t have to worship, and you certainly don’t have to listen to anybody instructing you in God’s name. Just be aware of local law and local consequence and go enjoy this life to the full, without a head full of worries. Cheers!