I am down

Often times people talk about when it happened and how to overcome it. However, they don't talk about it when it's happening. I love being more realistic and speaking about it when I am that hole.

If you have met Mel, you know he or she is a perfectionist. My type does want things to e done a little bit more quickly because I do mine like that, Quickly and efficiently. Website, Sciencecask.co.ke was up and I was already enjoying this lockdown period by writing at the comfort of my bed. Things were going well but the developer was slowing things making me choose to change the theme. Well, I had a free plan website before. With my curious nature, I had done everything that could be done with. I knew my way around WordPress except for the complex coding part. I played around with plugins and got some really amazing ones. I found this theme that I loved and was better than the theme that was taking forever to be adjusted.

Data is gone. Now I have to depend on someone who waited for five months to do a job he did for one day yet he wasn't doing something that was more important. You know those procrastinators right? I have never practised my patience for this long. Honestly, I am not patient. In the past, I have practised patience by staying in a matatu with nobody or when everyone gets out I remain. That's how aware I am of my weakness which I try every day to work on it.

I lost my sleep and stared in the whiteboard when I google my website. No error message, nothing. Its there but not there, you get? Anyway, there is a lot to learn during this pandemic and that's what I am going to concentrate on. Learning from the downs.