I Am Being Tested

I had a meh day today.

I didn't actually, but that's how it feels as I reflect on it.

I had some shit that weighed on me. I'm going through a major transformation in my life right now and change is always hard. I know that it just takes time to get used to it.

And when I shift my perspective like that, I can actually see all the good that comes with it. Our attitude changes everything. It never ceases to amaze me.

I feel like I've been walking down two parallel paths for a while now but I'm finally crossing over the divider from the old me to the new me. I am born again as the person I've been dreaming about for over a year.

The Path Ahead

I still have a long road ahead of me, but being on the right road in the first place goes a long way : ) I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm not gonna lie, it scares me a bit. I can feel fear and doubt creeping in, surrounding me. Then I remember that's a good thing! Fear always shows up right before something big. It's the universe testing us; making sure we're ready for the next evolution of ourselves.

I don't have to fight the fear in an eternal battle for glory. All I have to do is stand tall in its presence and stay committed to myself and my goals.

I was feeling lost for a while. I was on a rollercoaster of emotions trying to figure out these next steps. One day I'd be on top of the world. The next, I'd come crashing down in a blaze of glory.

The Climb

Now I feel like I'm ascending the mountain. The path is rough and requires all my strength. The fog is all around me but as I continue to climb, one step at a time, I can see it dissipating before me. Every time I take action towards my goals, I can feel it all coming together. It gets better and better each and every time that I work on it.

Every conversation I have gives me the clarity I need to keep pushing forward.

I'm close. I can feel it. It's within reach.

So when these bad things happen, when stuff doesn't go my way, I know it's just a test. The universe is pushing back, trying to knock me back down the mountain, tumbling towards the old me that's holding on for dear life. But I can see me at the top, glowing through the fog, standing there in all my glory.

I can see my future and it is bright. I can visualize my experience of life as I want it to be, as I know it can be, as if it is already so. It makes me happy, it makes me proud.

I am everything I've always wanted to be. I am everything I could ever want to be.

I am my full potential. I am my true self. Nothing can stop me now, not even me!

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This journal is a nightly look into my experience of manifesting a million dollars - the good, the bad, and the ugly. I will continue writing three nights a week until I have achieved my goal.

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