"He Only Cares About Himself"

"He Only Cares About Himself"

I remember my first 360 like it was yesterday. Things were going well in my corporate role with my first big team. My boss and I saw eye to eye and I was pouring my heart into my team. We were getting results while meeting some expected resistance to our lofty goals.

This was why I was especially shocked by the 360 assessment results. My boss loved me—my employees loved me… but my peers were an entirely different story. My scores showed my peers not only didn’t like me — but they didn’t trust me. The comments said things like — “He only cares about himself,” “Ken is just traveling on the company dime,” and “Ken doesn’t care about anybody.”

How could I be so misunderstood? I not only cared, I felt like I was putting my whole heart into my job.?I just didn't understand how they could think those things about me.

I was talking to a leader today and he was grappling with this same moment. It’s that moment that we realize that how we are perceived is dramatically different than our intentions. He, like me, and like a lot of leaders, go straight to logic and start trying to solve the perception issue with our brainpower. This may work—but I postulate that thinking alone won’t solve an emotional issue.

My peers—they didn’t trust me because they didn’t really know me. They didn’t see the passion and heart I was putting into my work. They only saw my terse, logical explanations about why we needed to do things in this new way.

My client’s teammates don’t see his heart and his kindness because he is focused on explaining his logic for his decisions.

What we decided was to show some vulnerability—share some emotion—talk about the things in life that evoke emotion. Great leaders not only have high intelligence (IQ) but also have high emotional intelligence (EQ).

As we get feedback, or coaching, or we do a 360 and discover our blind spots—we can choose to turn up the volume on our EQ if necessary or our IQ if that is required. In both cases, practice is the first step of learning.

Some easy tips for practicing turning up the volume on your EQ:


  1. Actually use feeling words when describing how you are feeling and leave open the chance for others to do the same. Without judgement.
  2. Share a vulnerable story. Brene Brown made vulnerability famous in the workplace with her Power of Vulnerability TED talk —give it a listen if you haven’t already.
  3. Ask for help
  4. Practice listening to the concerns of others?without offering ANY solutions.
  5. Take an assessment and talk to someone about the results--look for something that you don't know that you don't know about yourself (a blind spot). One that I like these days is about the saboteur voices that haunt us. Go here: https://www.positiveintelligence.com/saboteurs/

Excited to hear if you have any other ideas.

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Past Articles: Neurodiverse Leadership Resource Library

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Sept 26: My Boss Doesn’t Listen, Now What?

Sept 20: You Can’t Manage Time—Even if You Have Neurodivergent Superpowers

Sept 13: Breaking Through the "Nerd" Ceiling

Sept 6: You Are Not Alone

Aug 30: More than Ever, Neurodivergent Leaders Need a Coach

Aug 22: The Enneagram and My Leadership

Aug 9: Do You Really Want to Manage Up? Start here!

Aug 1: The Difference Between Good Leaders and Great Leaders is How Much They Care (About People)

July 25: Better Living Through Chemistry—Until There is a Shortage

July 19: Coming Alive is What We Are Meant to Do

July 12: What Is My Purpose? What Happens When High Performers Feel Defeated?

June 28: The Art of Really Listening…Doing a Listening Fast

June 20: "It's Everything"

June 13: Listening to Completion

June 6: Embodying Resilience and Grit

May 23: Taylor Swift Can Do It With a Broken Heart—So Can You!

May 16: Neurodivergent Executives (Like The Yeti but Real)

May 10: Focused and Distracted at the Same Time

May 3: All Brains Belong

April 25: No One Told Me I Couldn’t Do That!!! Expectations vs Agreements & Neurodivergent Leaders

April 19: I Can’t Deal with THIS Person

April 12 : Being Smarter is NOT the Answer

April 5: All Executive Coaching Eventually Becomes "Life Coaching"

Mar 28: The Best Leadership is Service

Mar 22: Neurodiversity Week

Mar 15: Without Empathy We're Without Leadership

Mar 8: You Aren't Who You Think (Or Feel) You Are

Mar 1: Thriving Uniquely vs Suffering in Silence: The Benefits of Confidential Self-Identification for Neurodivergent Leaders

Feb 23: Who Needs Productivity Anyway? Did You See That Squirrel?

Feb 12: Emerging from Shame: Illuminating the Path to Neurodivergent Leadership Brilliance

Feb 1: Always Do Your Best Doesn’t Mean Always Do THE Best

Jan 25: There is Nothing Wrong but Something Is Missing

Jan: 19 What’s a Vision Anyway? Why Can’t They Just Do Their Jobs?

Jan 12: A Day in the Life of a Neurodivergent Leader: Navigating Autistic Demand Avoidance at Work

Jan 5: Redefining Autism: The Power of Self-Identification

Dec 21: Why Am I So Anxious

Dec 14: Cultivating Brilliance in Neurodivergent Leaders

Dec 7: Conversations Matter

Dec 1: The Trouble With Geniuses

Nov 17: Science Lesson

Nov 10: Living from Logic in an Emotional World

Nov 3: Communicating with Precision and Simplicity

Oct 27: Creativity and Innovation

Oct 20: How Neurodiversity is Making a Positive and Innovative Impact

Oct 12: It’s Lonely at the Top—Especially for Neurodivergent Leaders

Oct 6: Simply Different?

Sept 29: ADHD: The Kryptonite of It and Its Superpowers

Sept 21: Nerds (and Geeks) Are Leaders Too!

Sept 14 : Blind Spots: You Can't See Yours

Sept 7: People are More Difficult Than Algorithms

Aug 31: ADHD Kids Become ADHD Adults—but Sometimes the Tools Stop Working

Aug 25: Are you Dumb Enough to Manage Up?

Aug 18: Understanding the Avoidant Employee

Aug 10: Your Leadership is Not Served by You Thinking You are Less Than

Aug 4: Leaders Don't Want to Be Victims

July 20: Are You Overcompensating?

July 13: Why We Need the Outdoors

July 6: It's Not a Bug, It's a Feature

June 29: EMOTIONAL BIDS: What Do We Do When Someone Reaches Out to Us Emotionally?

June 15: The Boxes We Put Ourselves In

June 8: Please Just Tell Me the Answer!

May 25: Dyslexia and Leadership

May 18: Autism and Leadership: Advantages and Challenges

May 11: ADHD and Leadership

May 4: Hi Elon, I'd Like to Be Your Executive Coach

Apr 27: Surprise! Your Motivators are NOT Their Motivators

Apr 14: Managing Up Success Story

Apr 6: The Power of Routine

Mar 30: The Nerd Ceiling and Digital Body Language

Mar 22: Neurodiversity Makes For Better Leaders (Sometimes)

Mar 16: He Only Cares About Himself

Mar 9: Neurodiverse Leaders and the Power of One on One Conversation

Mar 2: What if My Neurodiverse Boss Sucks with People?

Feb 23: Why Am I So Anxious?

Feb 16: The Trouble With Neurodiverse Leadership (Forbes Article)

Feb 9: Your Straight Talk is NOT Authentic Leadership

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Renee Reisch

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Great article Ken!! The lens at which we are seen isn’t as much about us as it is about others. It is based upon their past experiences. Your intentions have always been pure and you have a heart of gold to serve in that same light. ??

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