Has” Humanity” hit, its” Iceberg”, in 2020?

A question popped into my mind just now and I felt inspired to write a few words about that. I do have a lot of ”Collective” energy in my design, after all ...??

Analyzing and observing my own life, in the present moment, the question that came into my awareness was:” Is now the moment for” fighting for our living” or, now is the moment to, just” let go of the old and trust and surrender, to what is trying to get birth from the ashes of an old dying world?”

I was saying to myself…

The” Old World” is dying, Alina. Are you” going down” with it, or are you brave enough to simply turn and go in the other way?

Are you willing to embrace your fears, be a pioneer, and tap into the new, uncharted territory, that is made possible now? Or, are you going to be the victim of your fears and sink with the” ship”?

So, I saw myself at a crossroads, as we probably all do, especially in these times of profound struggle and confusion… Go, South or North? Hold on to a dying past, or embrace an unseen future? Clinging to” what was”, because of fear, and by doing so, still feeding the” Fear Matrix”, or having faith and be totally connected to the” Abundance Matrix?”

Control or Surrender? What’s going to be, Alina? …

So, I made my conscious choice… and, I take full responsibility for all consequences that will come out of my decision. Because, I realize, that, for me, it just cannot be any other way… Again, is a question of choosing:” life” vs” death”,” fear” vs” trust”,” lack” vs.” abundance”,” control” vs.” surrender”, etc.

Now, please take a moment and just, ask yourself: Do you make your decisions” out of fear” or, because they are correct, for your, overall, wellbeing?

I realized that I will always choose life, and this means more than just” struggling to live”, it means, that the” quality of life”, is more important for me, than just living … In the end, it is not about how long you lived, but how profound and beautiful your life was.

Now, I assume that, slowly, even the most optimistic of us, start to see and acknowledge that, the old world, as we knew it, one year ago, is abruptly crumbling right before our eyes and there is nothing we can do about it. And yes, this is infuriating and frustrating and very disappointing for all of us, but, it is what it is…

What happened in 2020 worldwide, definitely, was a sock for humanity. We, received an invisible deadly hit, that we were not anticipating, that we were not prepared for and not even equipped for, either: fiscally, mentally, emotionally, or financially.

In a way, is natural that we want, so desperately, to prevent the world that we know from collapsing, because, the” old world” is all we know. Even if we are aware that, indeed, it is a sick world we are living in… The level of insanity and miss values on this planet reached epic proportions, and we have to acknowledge that we were killing our self, anyway, by our greedy actions and fearful based choices, even before we took this big global hit. Anyway...

When people feel trapped, when something unexpected happens, because of the fear of the unknown, and because we got so used to our” comfort zones”, we try to control, even with more desperation, the external circumstances of our life.

But, in doing so, does our behavior bring us any good? I mean, on a long term… Is trying to control the uncontrollable, a wise thing to do? Once the Titanic is doomed to sink, pretending that is not, isn’t that just” wishful thinking”?

I observe the world right now, complete madness … I feel the energy of the world: panic, division, pain, fear, desperation, distortion, and extreme immaturity on an emotional level. I feel our world's fears, hopes, and dreams, its problems, its downfall… I am the world… and I have compassion for all of that, but, I decided to take another path. My own unique path.

When everyone is struggling trying to, desperately,” make things happen”, to control their lives, I feel like I am building in a new direction…

I feel inspired to contribute to build the” new world”, instead of crying for the death of the” old world”. And even if the seeds I am planting, maybe will not see the light of day for a long time, it’s only natural that when is time, they will grow and bring me beautiful, healthy fruits. Then, I will have what to share with the world, but from an empowered, abundant place and not a fear and control based place. To give, not to take, to a part of the solution, not part of the problem.

Call me crazy, call me wise, but, I was never more sure in my life, that the neurotic, crazy, agitated path, that humanity, as a collective, is on right now, is not my path…

Sometimes, I really feel like one of the instrument players, on the Titanic, while it was sinking… Even when I first saw the movie Titanic, this scene had such an impact on me… I just admired the beauty in their stillness with all that madness around… Just watching, with love and compassion in my heart, how people were struggling for their lives, while the Titanic destiny was already written. So, what to do?... There is so much beauty in surrendering and letting go of control... However,

Titanic hit the iceberg in April 1912… Did our world hit” it”, in 2020?

In my humble opinion, I think so, I feel so, I also know so (so, we have 3 diffrent sources, just kidding,?? is all about if you resonate with my message or not).

From a ”Human Design”, cosmic perspective, all that we are going through right now, has to do with cosmic cycles. And we are just about to end one. We are leaving behind the” Tribal” background frequencies and, in the year 2027, we will enter into more” Individual” background frequencies. This probably will make the topic of another conversation, because it is an important piece…

So, yes, some of the systems will collapse, but only because is their time to do so.

It is like changing a season… spring, summer, autumn, winter... they are all cycles, with different ”weathers”. Now, the cosmic weather is also changing, so we will feel the impact in our lives that's for sure...we already started.

The changing of a season becomes, a source of panic, only if you do not know about it and if you are not prepared for that specific season, but if you know that winter is coming, it is a good thing to know that, because, like this, you know how to prepare.

It helps no one to be angry and scream: ”But, I want it to be summer!!!

” Will that change the seasons? No! There are things that are just not in our control, and the best thing we can do is to be aware of those things so we are not afraid of them, instead, we prepare.

Easy to say than done, and I know that my message is, definitely, not for all.

What we are going through, is not easy for anybody, we all took the hit, but what we do with it, will depend on each and every single one of us, because the hit will be felt, individually. Each seat makes us see the movie from a different angle, to have a different perspective and thus, a different feeling about what is happening in the movie called ”Life”.

So, all you can do is take care of” your bubble”, of your little inner world, because the outer world is not for us to control anymore because we already hit the” iceberg” and there is no going back.

I feel like I owe a lot, for my tranquillity and serenity that I feel, in these hard epic moments for the human race, to ”Human Design” knowledge. Since I encountered Human Design, my life slowly, but surely, started to shift, still does, is an ongoing process… I started to” see” more, I started to” see” better and I feel confident to have the tools that, I know, will keep me warm in the winter season that is coming upon all of us.

This is also the reason why I wanted to share with you, my thoughts and considerations, just to let you know that there is hope, for those who are prepared to make the jump, who are brave enough to step out of fear and trust in the new path ahead. Now we have practical tools such as Human Design that give us the proper unique strategy to navigate on the turbulent waters of life.

And in a way, from many other more spiritual sources, I know that this will also be a” renaissance” period when a lot of creativity will just burst out of nowhere. New inventions will appear. Maybe you could be one that comes with an innovative solution for the future that can solve our actual problems, from an elevated perspective.

And it makes sense, in hard times, people get creative…

So, letting go of control, Focusing on creativity, adaptation, and inovation, it will make your ”season passing”, so much easier...

Have a blessed week!

Alina Jitariu

Life & Business Coach