Fulfilment in strife

Every single day is a struggle, every moment is yesterdays dream weather forfeited or achieved. The biggest question lies in "why?", why the many hrs., why at the cost of your natural being, why does it come without saying, "the discipline, strife and code of conduct". It is because we choose to believe , we decide to act and we have a hopeless level of hope in what we do to find fulfillment. The struggle is not punishment, nor is it justified as it is a definition of your worth. Your foregone cost, begs the question what is your ultimate best alternative and what cost does it bear, what does it mean for every moment.