From Sangita's Desk--------

A Life is a journey and the years are the episodic experiences which categorize your experience with the maturity you need to sail through . The year , 2020 has been very different from all the years spent so far, though it may sound philosophical , hypothetical, at certain instances, but for me it is "HYPNOTIC" .

Why "Hypnotic" ? Is it soothing ?? Is it Mesmerizing??- None of the same . But still I prefer to use this word , because I feel that every action,instance do bring a ray of hope in some other way in Life . With covid - 19 this year gave many learning and experiences. But for me , I always tend to observe a silver lining of hope from all the adversities I face .  

Economically, psychologically, emotionally we faced huge issues , sudden demises , job loss, cut in pay , increasing responsibilities , - when one tends to come out of subtle threats in Life you happen to get surrounded by bigger challenges where you do not get the understanding of how you face it .All of us went through situations , good or bad but I felt to be expressive and place my opinions of untold statements which trigger our minds

The dash board of performance in Life is controlled by external forces and they define how you should behave, what others are expecting from you , are you someone who gets ruled by your external forces or you take your own decision . This is what I learnt. I happen to be ruled by myself , though my emotions are at times ruled by external influences . This is my first learning – that once you settle to give yourself a definition you get influenced by decisions which people think about you . Practicing ignorance , for which you can get judged is an excellent practice. You cannot be in all“GOOD BOOKS” . So start accepting and stop expecting .

When you discover your strength , you create a “BRAND STATEMENT” for which you start restructuring yourself . At every phases of Life you need to rediscover yourself . 2020 is my rediscovery .This year has given me a sense to “SUSTAIN WITH THE MINIMUM” – a state which needs loads of practice which seems to be easy but they are not actually . You are continuously monitored for no reason and any reason. Externally your goals do not have a way , and Internally you do not have a state of mind shift . Ultimately you are in Dilemma . We all faced this dilemma in 2020 , which few of you overcame and few did not consider even .

Exploring your relationships is tough. Its CONTINUOUS . Its always not essential that your acceptance is with all and majorly whom you expect from . One fine morning, you discover that your understanding was apparently YOUR OWN . Social entanglements , give you loads of new learning, and when you stop connecting emotionally and psychologically and socially . In this lock down , constructing your thoughts from the “social to solitude” is something too alarming .Collecting your thoughts, misunderstanding , ensuring that all stay with you created a lot of hazards in the flow of emotions .

But still since March 2020 , I only had few clear intentions to retain through the misfortune. When you are not responsible for any such disaster or calamity , the only savior is YOU . You mind- shift and maturity is your own , and its YOU who can drive through all odds .