From the heart, my Dreamz

I would like to begin by saying a massive thank you to everyone who has supported my Dreamz! It has been an emotional rollercoaster of lessons and hardships, some good, some bad but all important!

I began Holistic Dreamz to help those who needed a voice and a platform to realise their Dreamz, and to help educate and signpost those who need help, just as I once did…

I am not a healer or can I profess to be someone who knows everything, I am just a person, like anyone else, and I make mistakes… Sometimes it feels like I am doing it all the time… And it hurts, it hurts most because I feel like I am letting everybody down, I promised to do so much for so many but I forget to stop and breathe, to listen to the advice of others… 

I did not appreciate how busy Holistic Dreamz would become in such a short space of time, and because of that I have not been able to give every aspect of the company the attention that it deserves… I’ve made mistakes, rushed emails and even talked about saving the world!

I have been doing some serious sole searching as of late, and it has led me to this single thought, I need help! I have always tried to be the strong one, the campion for the undervalued and the forgotten, I’ve made a lot of noise but I haven’t done what I promised…

Enough, is enough! The New Year is almost upon us and I am going to change! Starting from today! I am sat with my team, everything that has not worked is going to be changed! Everything that I promised is going to be actioned! All the emails that I have sent in hast, riddled with mistakes, not because of my dyslexia, but because I was so excited to send them out; which have now been recalled! I have been sat here all week whilst ever single fault and discrepancy has been examined and it was so hard! But rather than feel sorry for myself or try and blame others, I am taking responsibility! I am listening to my team and WE are getting things done! 

I owe so many of you so much for believing in me! When the New Year comes, Holistic Dreamz will be ready! All I need from you, is just to believe in what we do and how we can help you! Whether you are a practitioner, a therapist or someone who needs their help, do not suffer alone! Something that was reiterated to me the other evening, when I was in a crisis meeting with the Morecambe Bay community over the deprivation within the local area, the power of community is the strongest attribute that any of us has! Together we can be so strong! I am not on my own anymore, will you still be in the New Year?!

Take a chance, make some Dreamz, and leave the rest to us!

Have and wonderful Christmas and an amazing New Year!

My warmest regards,

Gemma Gardner, CEO Holistic Dreamz. xx 

It is time to be the person I was nominated to be!