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Ive been writing about my circle of life. I think we got to end of the Heir and the two spares and I forgot to go further. I Have been off on tangent of self awareness and self discovery.

SO where were we. I forget to be honest, Pretty sure I touched on the depths of the depressive episodes so we must be coming up to the quick escape. I always knew I could figure it out, it just took longer than I expected. No one could of helped me, It was all in my head, I just kept thinking about it over and over again.

What did I change, Well everything. I decided to suck it up and go for gold, stretch my wings and see what happened. I left the safety of my fathers company. I'd just secured a great project and done my best work and handed it over to someone else to execute. I made it fool proof. The project had my input at every surface, touch and scent. It was my dream, it was the clients vision. I had brought it all together in a wonderful colaboration.

When I started at the new place, I was nervous, rightly so. Then I did what I do best, save the company money and increase the profit margin. That gives me the most satisfaction. Matt and Ronnie were wonderful, Silk Lips and the Big Cuddly Bear, they looked after me, well as much as they could.

I think they knew the pressure was getting to me, it wasn't the job, it was my ever need to be at multiple places at once. Be home for my children and be at work for the company. I juggled it as best I could. Everyone saw that I wasn't coping except me. Why? The relationship with the mother of my children was over, dead. It had been for along time. We just kept up appearences. For the childrens sake. It was hurting her, it was killing me. I was living a lie. Something had to give, turns out it was me that had to break. I don't see it like everyone else, I saw it as a releif, I couldn't leave her, she has no one in this world, I thought I was I better than nothing. Turns out, I was wrong about that too. She hated being miserable, she hated more the fact that I was dead on the inside.

Like most women, she had to make a tough decision and she did it for me, as well as her and the children. We were friends before we were lovers for a breif time, it wasn't long, but long enough to give us both Three Treasures. I know it's for the best and happy with that. Everyone else thinks we are going through hard times, it's now easier than ever. We have clear direction and we are both doing everything we can to make it as easy as possible. So for those that are worried, it's ok, we are better than you think. We understand what needs to happen, it's all good. So we are letting each other go out of Love not hate, it will be fine and our children will be fine. Sometimes things happen for a reason and you don't quite know why, we know why. The End, of Chapter 1.

Chapter 2.10, The Good News, Luke's Back, Firing! And the big reveal is not far away. Just lining the ducks up.

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