Faith and Trust

In January, 2020, I started my intuitive healing business. Hello, Covid! Hello, hopefully self-sustaining start-up business in a pandemic!

And when I look back, three years later, I feel so very lucky to still have a business - quite a few small business owners?I know are struggling to keep themselves afloat, or they've just had to admit defeat and have gone back into traditional employment.

The fact that I am an 'energy healer' or 'psychic healer' maybe makes it more surprising that I've flourished in an environment where a lot of people have really struggled. I'm super-grateful ... especially because becoming 'psychic' and 'a healer' was never on my wish list, it was never even slightly on my horison until maybe the last decade of my life. It was never something I imagined myself doing, so much so that I am still a bit surprised on some days when I think back and look at how I got here. I am also surprised, that I refer to myself as a 'psychic' - that took a long time coming, and it was a slow stepping-out of the closet for me, because nothing in my background or previous life experience had prepared me for such an eventuality.

I grew up in a totally conservative, patriarchal society where we went to church at Christmas and at Easter, so we were nominally Christian in our belief system but we certainly didn't pay much attention to any spiritual side of our beings.

I think the biggest challenge for me during my 50s when I was morphing into being who I am now, was a total disbelief that it's a thing, it's a possibility, that one can facilitate healing for others by somehow bringing some kind of 'electrical current' through oneself and give it to the other.

"What nonsense!" I would have said to you even until I was about 55.

I had never had much truck with Reiki or tarot cards and that kind of stuff, I just didn't believe in it. I went once for a Reiki session out of curiosity and it left me bored and in a state of more disbelief than I had gone in with.

This lack of belief, this lack of trust, was my biggest challenge to overcome as an energy healer, because I simply found it ridiculously hard to believe that I could help someone with a mental, physical or emotional issue simply by being on the same planet, by asking for help, by intending to help, and then by 'sending' the help that was sent to me; to them.

I used to get text messages on my phone from people after a remote healing session and my eyes would be like saucers as I read them, I would be thinking, "How is it possible that you are telling me these things you have experienced after we did a healing session together?" I remember the first time someone texted me about her processing side effects, about how she had a sore tummy, about how she had flu-like symptoms and I thought, "Oh well, that's nothing to do with the work I did with her, because it's just not possible, that by moving energy around for her, she had a physical reaction to the healing." I just dismissed her feedback as having no possible relevance to me, and to the work I was doing.

It took me ages, it took me lots of people telling me the same sort of things, it took me joining healing Face Book groups and working with a spiritual mentor and asking questions, to finally come into full belief that I was, indeed, channeling energy and it did, indeed, have a real effect In Real Life, on how people felt and how they responded.

It took me years, in fact - probably two or three, to be able to add up the evidence in the form of the feedback I was getting from people and what they told their friends about me, to finally settle into a belief system that yes, energy healing is a 'thing,' that it makes a difference in some people's lives and that actually, it's a God-given gift to be able to help others in this way.

Don't get me started about about Healing Circles! hah! That was an even bigger stretch for me that involved more astonishment and disbelief - the concept that one can work with many people all at the same time, and send healing to each individual aligned to the specific 'issue' each wants help with.

Isn't it weird that I carried on despite my belief issues? I guess it must have been doing 'something' for me despite my disbelief; I think on a sub-conscious level I must have been noticing and acknowledging - even my own state of healing (because I get an overflow 'wash' every time I do it). Something must have registered on some level - lol - because I kept on going, even in my state of skepticism.

Maybe it was Hope, and the beginnings of Faith and Trust.

I think, one of the 'things' that also started me moving towards Faith and Trust, was the deepening of my intuition, and the beginnings of my connection to my Spirit Team. And this, in turn, started with my practice of muscle testing.

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