Enough May Not Be Understood

In the past few weeks, I've felt overwhelmed nonstop. The responsibilities of being "The Human Citizen" require me to always be present in others' lives, and I try my best to do so, but it can be draining. I question if I have the emotional strength for this work. It feels like the emotions in the room become my own, blurring the lines between myself and others. I often find it hard to distinguish where I begin and where I end.

At some point, It seemed like I was just an entertainment monkey, entertaining my audience, without any meaningful connection. How painful it is to feel like a monkey and only to have a squad cheering you up while you jump from tree to tree.

I must admit that the decision to make my transition was a bold one. Despite initial hesitation, the number of subscribers has more than doubled since then. My scars may bear witness to pain, but they also signify strength, resilience, and courage.

I am grateful for the support I've received, whether through free or paid subscriptions. This encouragement has given me the confidence to write more openly and consistently publish books. Every writer hopes for their work to be appreciated and recognized.

After revisiting Napoleon Hill's Think-And-Grow-Rich, I have taken to heart the following quote: "Before telling the world what you plan to do, show them through your actions."

If a writer doesn't engage their readers in the behind-the-scenes of their writing, what becomes of them? The dynamics of the writing world have evolved, leading to a shift in perception from a solitary journey to a more collaborative and engaging experience. Rather than isolating oneself in a remote cabin in the mountains, I have come to realize the value of sharing my work and connecting with others.

Rather than choosing a solitary life, I'm excited to introduce two exciting projects: "Your Blood As Seed" and "In Lands Beyond." These initiatives embody a sense of community and collaboration, inviting readers and fellow writers to join me on this creative journey. Let's embrace this new era of writing together. Let us come together in our passion for storytelling and be eager to inspire and be inspired by others.

Creating a book is akin to giving life to an idea. The voices inside your head begin to chatter, questioning the validity of your ideas. Even if your research supports your ideas, not everyone will share your excitement, not even those closest to you.

In essence, if you believe in your idea, you must be prepared to tolerate differing opinions. As a writer, it can be thrilling, but it is important to have a thick skin and be able to stand out from the crowd by challenging conventional wisdom.

I always find it difficult to resist the thrill of diving headfirst into unfamiliar territory. However, I have learned to take a few moments to calm myself and approach the material with an open mind. While there may be challenges ahead, I have prepared myself to navigate the rough seas ahead confidently.

When I embark on a new writing project, I always find myself surrounded by a stack of untouched books, a calendar full of research appointments, and the anticipation of what discoveries lie ahead. I am filled with excitement at the prospect of delving into extensive research and uncovering new insights.

However, I must acknowledge that even at this early stage, I have a sense of what I am hoping to discover. Whether it's a rough idea of the argument, I want to make or a clearer vision of the evidence I seek; I have a suspicion that the letters I've collected along my writing journey hold the key to understanding. Like finding a hidden pearl inside a clam, if you know where to look, the truth can be revealed.

Yet, my hopeful expectations of making groundbreaking discoveries often fade as soon as I begin my research. Whether I am in a quiet archive or in the comfort of my own home, the findings rarely align with my initial assumptions. It is possible that the rumor was debunked long ago, or that my own biases led me astray.

When we do question and give full attention to the present — in the focus that should surely give us the clearest, most stable impression of who we are — we find that the images break up like reflections in a stream poked with a finger. And as those images break up, all the weight, the desperate need, or the embarrassing anxiety, suddenly sinks with no footing.

There is a fumbling, a blur of attention, a shift of energy, and we’re left groping at ripples. The spell of the flood of becoming doesn’t work in the present. This is why we study it — because through investigation we come out of it.

I'm?so grateful that?you're?here. And I want to remind you that if you look forward to getting these emails,?there's?more waiting for you in?The Human In You .?

Deeper learning. More thoughtful engagement with the hard questions in your life. A community of amazing folks who share your curiosity and passion for this?stuff,?and bring so many thoughtful perspectives to the table.?

Isn't?it time to invest in the parts of you that matter most?

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