Either you harvest wellbeing or suffering

As a part of ongoing life, have you observed sufferings in and around you and questioned like why they have to happen only to me? or what is good going to happen by suffering like hell? Sometimes I even felt like I would rather die in one minute than to suffer all the shit and die every minute. But I survived In don't even know why?

When I came to know about other people's suffering I felt like mine is nothing. Yet, I can't say my pain is nothing, I feel the pain and it is worse. yet I lived on and I really saw at times that the bad happened to me is really a good for me in disguise. But, not all the time I can create that link. Yet I believed and I lost hope and I believed.

When I got my first suicide thought,(the reason was so stupid, yet the pain is so worse even now)at that time I searched Google for "I want to die" and guest what Google showed me a video of a person who has no hands and legs yet could save a life of one who has those, he is Nick Vujicic who one of the inspiring person. I have heard him say God has made him born like that, suffer like that to give hopes to other people. Yes, he just made me slap myself that day and made me realise my foolishness.

People who are older than you are really need respect because they have seen more tough times and yet survived. And Some yet be a good person, After all the wrong things happened to them, why? Because they are all humans. I read the book " The man who search for meaning" and after reading that story I really thought the man was the hero of the story and he would have rather died than to live the life he lived. Yet he showed me through his autobiography that what I face is nothing? Life is full of contrasts always and we feel amused at the turn of events.

After reading these incidents. Do you think it's fair? and I could say life is simply awesome by seeing one side of the view yet I will say yuck from other side of the view. I scolded God you are not a genius, if so why can't you teach people without making them suffer. I know I have been given a 6 sense brain to make use of it and know about the right and wrong and save myself from all the sufferings yet why does God doesn't have an easy way to teach things?. Why one has to die for an other to live? Why even there a survival of fittest? Why can't he program good humans and vanish all of them after a period of time? In short why can't only good things exist?

According to Shakyamuni, Gautam Buddha's suffering is cause by being attached to worldly possessions and passions. For example, trying to get rich wastes all your youth and health in exchange for wealth you would later spend trying to regain your health. Want a big house on the hill? You will suffer after the loneliness and emptiness get to you. Want revenge? Well that's just asking for pain if they fight back, you do something illegal, it gets exposed before you do anything --there's so many ways it could ruin you. So the reason we suffer in life is because we spend our life doing things that don't make us truly, sustainably happy. Stay blessed! #kishoreshintre #possessedbywritingspirit #ks950articles #proudtobeindian