Easy_But_Not_cheap

It was Saturday morning, I have tried to wake in the morning as usual. but that day was different. I was feeling unable to control my head and it just literally feel ache when I tried to move it. I hadn't ever felt in this way before. what is happening? my head was not controlled by my neck and oh I couldn't make it out of the bed. my last trial was not successful and to the worst result in severe pain.

whenever I move my head around, I hadn't realized someday, I would end up like that. but I do. when you are healthy, you wouldn't able to imagine some activities that would be difficult for you to perform. even you may wonder, why others are making complicated. unless you encounter such things you wouldn't able to realize the severity.

I asked myself 'what are the thing that I can perform and couldn't appreciate because I used to do it every day?' the answer is simple 'everything'. I walk, eat, breathe, think, learn, love, friends....etc. I am surrounded by many things that I couldn't able to count.

we couldn't able to appreciate easy things because we didn't understand their value unless we lose them. we aren't appreciating our blessing because we may assume we aren't paying a high amount of money on them. we may consider it as if things aren't perishable and mortal. we may even not be able to visualize ourselves losing them, because of accepting them as part of us.

yesterday have gone and tomorrow will come. the thing that we have will move away from us and the new one will come. those things that we assumed not depart from us, eventually will go some way or another. we end up with ourselves, in the middle of losing things we have, and begin to miss them. but it was too late and nothing can't bring them back until the time machine becomes reality. you are just losing them. period.

before that day comes,

express your feeling, for your loved ones

appreciate the beauty before it fades

care before too late

enjoy before it melts

after you lose them, you came to realize it was easy but not easy at all. it was worthy of world wealth but near and beside you. once you don't have to pay for it but someday you may have everything but just irreplaceable. I mean just it literally goes away from you and didn't able to return it back.

do you have something that you have now on your hand but you hadn't given attention for. peace of advice for you, just hold it tight and make sure it won't take away from you. sacrifice everything you have and own it. I mean it, you won't hesitate. do you have something that goes away from you? can you return it back? if your answer is 'no'. let it go and next time makes sure to hold it tight to you until it cost you. don't be a prisoner of your yesterday. just let it pass and have a welcoming mentality for your tomorrow.

Good Night