“Drive, think, process”

“Drive, think, process”

21.06.22 @ 5:37am this was taken.

Most of my days for (almost) the last 6 months have started at this time, some even earlier.

Why? ????

Not because I’m super keen to be up at that time, but, because I have to! Due to my circumstances, I got a job to consistently pay my share of the household bills. For too long my income was up and down, inconsistent, unpredictable!

Why, because I allowed it to happen! Sure, a pandemic happened, but that would be an excuse. I know that when I decided to started self employment, back in 1991, it wasn’t gonna to be easy, or did I? ??

I aspired to be like those that influenced me back then… Life on my terms, doing my thing, how I wanted, when I wanted ???? Well 30+ yrs on and some of that’s true, but much isn’t!

Making money.

Investing money.

Losing money.

Enjoying success.

Living through failure.

Starting over, again and again!

All aspects of the journey to date, so many moments, highs, lows, extreme lows! I didn’t have anyone mentoring me, giving me inside know how, I just got on an did stuff my way… clearly not always the right way ??

I’ve been doing a lot of driving these last few months. I’ve thought a LOT! I’ve processed so much, call it ‘self coaching’

What have I learnt? Well, yes, I am meant to work myself, to serve others, it’s within me, it IS who I am. Cocky git? Nope, just self realisation of what ALL this has been about.

I am not an employed person, I don’t fit into any particular mould that others, can at times, feel hell bent to put me in! What’s happened is that I’ve cleared so much from my mind, so much!

I’ve forgiven myself (& others) for past mistakes.

I’ve rejoiced in the beautiful moments.

I’ve formed a new way forward of how I will be working.

It’s already started, it just didn’t dawn on me until a little while ago ?? The foundations are set, I’m building back up.

So, from me to you, if you’re breathing air right now and have the slightest inkling of an idea to do something that is within you? Do it! Just because one thing didn’t turn out, doesn’t mean the next won’t, or vice versa ????

Don’t ALLOW the sideline cynics of life to stop you! The tyre kickers of opportunity. The ‘that won’t work crew’ stop you…

Even if they’re the ones closest to you, yep, that happens a lot!

My life is building back up. My client base is growing. My delivery is better. My intentions sit well. The results reveal that.

How about you?

How are you REALLY doing?

How are your days going? ????