Dr. John's Rounds EP12: When Healing Hands Can't Hold On - Coping with Patient Loss
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Dr. John's Rounds EP12: When Healing Hands Can't Hold On - Coping with Patient Loss

Welcome back, colleagues. Today's newsletter isn't about the latest medical breakthrough or a groundbreaking procedure. It's about something far more profound, something that touches the very heart of our profession: the experience of losing a patient.

All too familiar

Just yesterday, my phone buzzed with a message from a distraught house officer. Through tear-stained emojis and trembling words, she shared the heart-wrenching experience of losing her first patient. The weight of that loss, the feeling of helplessness, the questioning of her own abilities - it all came flooding back to me, a stark reminder of my own early days in medicine.

I remember the first time I had to certify someone. The finality of that moment, the silence that descended upon the room, the palpable grief of the family - it shook me to my core. I felt lost, inadequate, and overwhelmed by a sense of responsibility that seemed too heavy to bear.

As I sat with this young doctor, offering words of comfort and reassurance, I realized that her pain was not unique. It's a shared experience, a rite of passage for every physician. But it's also an experience that we often navigate in isolation, silently carrying the weight of our grief and self-doubt.

That conversation sparked the idea for today's newsletter. I realized that it's time to break the silence, to acknowledge the emotional toll of patient loss, and to create a space where we can support each other through these difficult times.


Breaking the Silence: Navigating the Grief of Patient Loss

The loss of a patient is a wound that never fully heals, a scar that serves as a constant reminder of the fragility of life and the limits of our power as healers. It's a heavy burden that we all carry, a silent testament to the deep connections we forge with our patients and their families.

But too often, we navigate this grief in isolation, hesitant to share our pain or express our vulnerability. The stoic facade we maintain, the "we move" mentality we adopt, can mask the deep emotional toll that patient loss takes on us.

It's time to break the silence.

It's time to acknowledge that grief is not a sign of weakness but a natural response to loss. It's time to create a space where we can openly discuss our experiences, share our coping mechanisms, and support each other through these difficult times.

Sharing Our Stories: Finding Strength in Vulnerability

Every loss is unique, every grief journey different. But by sharing our stories, we can find solace in knowing that we're not alone.

  • Perhaps you'll recall the patient whose infectious laughter echoed through the ward, now replaced by an empty bed.
  • Maybe you'll recount the agonizing decision to withdraw life support, torn between hope and the harsh reality.
  • Or perhaps you'll remember the quiet dignity of a patient facing their final moments, their trust in you a humbling weight.

These stories, woven with pain and compassion, are the threads that connect us as healers.

Coping Mechanisms: Navigating the Storm

In the aftermath of loss, we each find our own ways to cope.

  • Some find solace in rituals of remembrance, lighting a candle or saying a prayer.
  • Others seek comfort in nature, finding peace in the quiet beauty of the world around them.
  • Many turn to their colleagues, sharing their burdens and finding strength in collective resilience.

There's no right or wrong way to grieve. The key is to find what works for you, what allows you to process your emotions and emerge stronger on the other side.

Resilience & Compassion: The Gifts of Grief

While the pain of loss may never fully fade, it can also be a catalyst for growth and transformation. By facing our grief head-on, we can cultivate a deeper sense of compassion for our patients and their families. We can also develop resilience, the ability to bounce back from adversity and continue our vital work.


Navigating the Grief: Finding Strength in Vulnerability

Coping with patient loss is a deeply personal journey. There's no one-size-fits-all approach, but here are some strategies that may help:

  • Acknowledge Your Feelings: Don't bottle up your emotions. Allow yourself to grieve, to cry, to express your pain.
  • Talk to Someone: Reach out to colleagues, mentors, or loved ones. Sharing your experience can be incredibly cathartic and remind you that you're not alone.
  • Practice Self-Compassion: Be kind to yourself. Remember that you did your best, and even the most skilled physicians experience loss.
  • Seek Professional Support: If you're struggling to cope, don't hesitate to seek help from a mental health professional.
  • Find Meaning: Look for ways to honor the memory of your patient. Perhaps you can dedicate yourself to improving care for similar patients in the future.


Medical Device Spotlight:

  • Electrocardiogram (ECG or EKG): This essential tool records the electrical activity of your heart, helping diagnose heart conditions such as arrhythmias, heart attacks, and heart failure.
  • Little-known fact: The first ECG was recorded in 1887 by British physiologist Augustus Waller, who used his pet bulldog, Jimmy, as the subject!


Legends in Medicine:

  • Dr. Stella Ameyo Adadevoh (Nigeria): A courageous physician who played a pivotal role in containing the Ebola outbreak in Nigeria in 2014.
  • Little-known fact: Dr. Adadevoh was a passionate advocate for improving healthcare in Nigeria. She founded the DRASA Health Trust, a non-profit organization dedicated to providing quality healthcare to underserved communities.



Your Turn:

How do you cope with the loss of a patient? What strategies have you found helpful for navigating grief and finding strength in vulnerability? Share your insights and experiences in the comments below. Let's create a safe space for open and honest conversations about this difficult but inevitable part of our profession.


Until tomorrow, stay compassionate, stay connected, and keep making a difference.

Dr. John Afam

Jimmy Makanju

Medical doctor | Study coordinator | Clinical project manager | Clinical trials business development manager | Quality Control Officer

6 个月

First person I ever certified was a colleague, it was surreal. It's been so many years since and it haunts. Not an easy thing to do at all.

Ifeoma Uduh

Dentist| Public Health and Health Policy Advocate| Writer| Project Manager

6 个月

Thank you for remembering Dr Stella, she was stellar??

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