Do You Like to Suffer and Beat Yourself Up?

Have you ever just mentally just beaten yourself up? I mean that you literally just put yourself in a mental and emotional prison. You know what I mean... or maybe it’s just me? I at times am my worst critic. Worse enemy. And at times even though I say I don’t like thinking or feeling negatively ... catch myself battling multiple voices that want to control how I think and feel.  Can you relate to this?

Many times I have voices that literally go to war with each other and thank God that the empowering voices prevail but it’s a struggle to become victorious. It’s almost like I enjoy focusing on my fears or worse case situations and put myself through suffering for no reason at all. 

I do believe that our higher consciousness or what I call God wants us to have peace ,happiness and abundance in our lives. But before we can be open to receive that love and abundance... we first need to love ourselves and not consciously put ourselves through the mental prison of negative thinking. We must love ourselves and believe in ourselves enough to have hope in our hearts. You were born to live this life experience to the fullest and to have abundance. Don’t allow anyone including your own little voices steal your happiness away!