Day 224 of 1,095: Embracing the Triggers

Today started early. It was one of those tough, complex days where triggers from the ongoing conflict weighed heavily on me. Not even a social evening filled with good people could pull me out of that mindset.

At first, I resisted it. I wanted to shift my thoughts, lift my energy, and feel different emotions. I reached for every tool I know to help me switch gears. But this time, nothing worked.

It’s a challenging period. Building a startup while grappling with the reality of war is a journey I hadn’t quite prepared for. Every day, we face losses, difficult stories, and emotions that aren’t always easy to put into words.

So today, I decided to let go. I embraced the pain and allowed myself to feel it, without trying to force a smile. And I realize, that’s growth. Sitting with discomfort, letting others see me in this unfiltered moment – it’s okay.

I am okay. I am enough, and I am worthy, regardless of the energy I’m carrying in any given moment.

The energy is still low, but this is just another stage on the journey. Now, it’s back to the work of building this startup – and finding moments to release, reset, and recharge.

Here’s to better days ahead. And to the hope that we no longer have to lose the very best among us.

Eliav.