Damon's Diary is #1 Again!!!

Damon's Diary is #1 Again!!!

April Margeson April Margeson

April Margeson

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发布日期: 2015年5月18日
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Stephan used to write in his journals with such enthusiasm and I had always given him such a hard time about it. Diaries are things a girl would do, right? He would smile and tell me it isn’t a diary. “This is a journal.” Stephan would say. He told me about how he puts all the secrets he couldn’t bear to tell anyone about in them. The deepest and blackest of the dark that exists in all of us lies in all his life books as I will refer to them and to this one. I’m sure he knows I’ve read them all. He couldn’t expect me to just sit by and ignore the juicy tales that he put in them. After all, I am Damon Salvatore. Not too long ago, he insisted I try to start my own journal so I could put the darkness somewhere other than inside me. Stephen believes letting out all the pain will help me in some way. When he was trying to turn his humanity back on after his famous ripper days, he started writing everything down in those books. After thinking about how much conviction was in his plea, I thought about giving it a shot, but one thing is for sure. I’ll have to find the perfect place to hide this. I have to put this somewhere no one will be able to find it. So, I thought of the only other place in this dreadful town of Mystic Falls that no one comes. And here I sit in the tomb where Katherine was once imprisoned. It’s such a perfect place. After we found out she wasn’t in here hardly anyone comes for a visit. People would rather forget the consequences of our actions and the loss that getting her out of her had caused. It seems odd to be here again. Knowing Katherine truly is dead gives me such peace now. I don’t miss her at all. I’m actually glad she is gone. It’s funny how all those years I wasted chasing her. I begged Katherine to love me and now I realize Katherine wasn’t capable of love. The only thing she was capable of doing is causing pain and destruction in every place she went. How could I have ever imagined someone like her could love? But all that is over now and I know what real love is. I have found the most amazing love in the world with Elena. I never want to lose that. Especially, now that I know what the meaning of love is.

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