Cyberstalking and its impact on mental health

Tourniquet on the heart, block party

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Oh, how the narcs come knocking. In the words of a fantastic elder, the late GREAT CHUCK BROWN, insert SE DC GIRL (cough). When the fire needs to be shut down, we can use the cold heart of any narcissist to put the fire out. Narcissists think they're controlling the narrative by shutting off their feelings.?

Question:? when have we ever been able to sift and dig? Go-Go song by Chuck Brown Block Party

Predators resent the prey that got away, on my momma…..on my hood, check my DNA swag, check emotional goods….

Predator to the PREY…. The challenge with being a predator is banking on the perceived weakness of the prey. But let me hip you to this: what if that which you believe to be prey truly is not weak, truly that which you believe to be prey is actually resilient? In truth, you are taking for granted that this person has seen a lot and done the rest; therefore, your predatory antics aren't alarming. Dear predator, what if the prey is actually extending you grace, and you've mistaken that as weakness? Chess.?

Not a victim, a mark

Just because we heal doesn’t mean the world does

You're a mark, nothing more…bees are attracted to honey.?

Scammers come not because of you but because of them

They stalk you

This person said he loved me I was unimpressed

He was shallow, in fact he really seems like a bottom.?

The tipping point is the love between him and his mother.

He introduced me, unasked for, to an amazing 6-year-old.

Then he slams dunked by introducing me to an adorable 3-month-old….

Those are my weaknesses…children.?

I could tell how disturbed the fool was by my not being moved by his wooing…true to form; I laughed out loud. A lot.

Because he was a silly boi to me…and the fact that I’d laughed with, well really at him in a manner that I hadn’t in years did something for my soul.

So, I kept him around.?

It annoyed him that I was unimpressed by his "fame".

My best friends are books.

Then, when he learned I’d gone on dates with other, more prominent people, with whom I was unimpressed, that caused him to salivate more.?

I told him, Bro, you’re toxic. He asked me to marry him, I told him I’d already served those sentences and was uninterested.?

He begged.

I told him he was weird and to stop playing; you sound like a cornball.

But then he told me he believed I was experiencing menopause.

He was right.?

I then felt that maybe I was being too hard on this person and maybe he is good for me.

But for real, a broken clock is right twice a day.??

He asked me to borrow a large amount of money, and I lost control of my saliva, laughing so hard. Then I told him thank you for telling me I look like "schmoney" and kicking me into getting my financial game up.

They’re like having a diary you can share anything without negative recourse, there’s a complete and total acceptance.

But when there wasn’t, I noticed him trying to tell me how to live, so I began to use him. As entertainment, my daughters deployed, my body is falling apart. Like I had strep throat and this foo said go the doctor you do not sound well. So those parts I honored. The other parts I rebuked kept this bitch A ninja grasping because I’d shut him out, and he used KIDS and his sister as some alliance. Full circle a woman used by her mother as a child being used by a man through children. Be clear narcs come a narcing and do not assume every single person is looking for dates. That’s why this lick is personal, this BAN shot his shot unasked for and pursued me like a meth addict needing another hit.?

That's why I’m going full out to lead his scam to the authorities so his legacy can be dismantled.?

You do not know what you do not know.?

Scammers aren’t always taking money; they also need mules.?

Even inquired about finances and encouraged him to diversify his portfolio.

He’d say you’re in your mind thinking again.?

I am an overthinker. However, I know myself.?

I told this unintelligent uninformed bottom bum you need a younger woman. I’m not a woman who can be told what to do, in fact I’ve never been that woman ever. ?

This rabid animal persisted. ?

So yes, the psycho in me has to see him perspire…on god.?

Trauma is trauma, and I bring that shift into submission because that’s my gift. The recourse of being the daughter of a sociopath.

Literally beating me caused her eyes to light up brighter than any Christmas tree I’ve ever seen. Sociopaths like on Christmas having 90% of the gifts under the tree to themselves. While her children watched and it wasn’t a joke. That was literally the last year I gave any fuvks about Christmas or anything dealing with my heart and the woman named as mother on my birth certificate. ?

Yes, I can and do feel, but not low-vibration shix. I’m not moved by it except from a space of curiosity.