The cost of truth.

I know this might seem disrespectful, but I’ve tried to find another solution for more than a year and I no longer see any other way to protect myself except by writing about what I’ve been through and what currently threatens me.

Lies are the time that separates us from knowledge and someone always pays the price. I tried my best to succeed and catch up with my true self, giving 10 years to Wargaming and 1 to PLAYSENSE (ex-Wargaming agency) but in return - I was cut off my career, took away my achievements, and discredited my reputation. And because I didn’t give up and didn’t accept additional offer choosing my own path creating Unbreak Creative to promoting myself - I was met with a series of events aimed at destroying my personal life.

No one is a saint, and I'm no exception, but neither I nor those around me have ever faced such pressure. Since 2024, despite receiving direct job offers, I often had to move, changing not only beds but also countries. The most striking example was with Axis Studios, where I privately shared some projects I worked on with proof of authorship. Many my colleges knows that I took a lead for the first Shatterline trailer and bring the client to Wargaming agency with it successes, but didn't have a chance to lead the second trailer, despite that I worked on first and second concepts for it - I didn't pitch them to the client, as well as all my afterwards initiatives for other projects. Axis Studios was not the only employer that made efforts to collaborate with me, but they were the only one to go so far. I'm infinitely grateful to all of you. Without your recognition - I would have given up long ago.

I also must admit that circumstances have proven much stronger than the numerous organizations I turned to for help. I'm clearly understand how challenging was my case, and that is why immensely grateful to those who didn't betray their duty and find courage to provide me a support. Without you - I would not have come this far. Thank you.

But the most distressing part is that, apart from fighting for my career and reputation, and proving authorship even of my personal work - I also have to struggle for my gender identity. After a year of supervision with sexologist, psychotherapist, psychologist, and psychiatrist, I have been officially diagnosed with gender dysphoria in Poland and allowed to HRT without any other desires. In Spain it's not even needed to prove something to change your gender, but for more than 7 months already, I didn't find the way to get the hormone replacement therapy aimed at developing secondary female characteristics, which has left my appearance predominantly masculine... As a result, I often have to prove my identity and overcoming gender dysphoria feelings. Unfortunately, I'm already beyond the time range for almost all feminization changes under HRT.

Right now, I’m in Pineda de Mar, at a hotel on the Spanish coast, under the care of the Red Cross program, with three meals a day. It’s a glorious time and I'm happy to learn to walk again at 39, as I never had the chance to live my life before, but I’m still trying hard to defend myself against serious rumors that are persistently being pushed to become reality in an attempt to discredit and dehumanize me as a person. That is why I truly hope that reason will prevail, since I know so many good people. The reputation of a company that meets the needs of outstanding professionals should not suffer because of the selfishness of those leading such a monstrous policy.

I’m far from the only one who has found themselves in a complicated situation, and many of my former colleagues from Wargaming, Mroya Studio, PLAYSENSE, BRAYN, and many other talented individuals fully understand what kind of processes and pressure I’m referring to. I have no time left to keep silence. That said, I'm very happy that I found my passion long before I started earning a living from it. As for an artist, there is nothing more exciting than art capable of influencing the emotions of others, that is why I still believe that people create companies, but not companies create people, which is why it’s so important to value their hearts and passion, which may one day be gone.