Colouring this Life...

We all have a vision, a dream to hope for. Some chase it and some wish upon it.Who do you think, wins? The chaser finds ways to create it, regardless of the fight, the wisher finds way to excuse it, because courage doesn't fill their hearts. It's life, and, it's happening to you right now, what are going to do with your time here? Are you going to help people? are you going to chase your career, start a family or buy many properties; independently? Whatever it is, make a choice and do something with it - one thing is certain, most people die living their life, never a day before or after, only when their truly experiencing. That could be tomorrow. Would you be proud of everything you became and achieved? If not, now is your second chance. It has a little to do with fate, suffering and what becomes of the broken hearted. Resilience is the main characteristic of champions, strength wasn’t build in a day. Pay attention to the yearning desire to live a life that enriches your soul, whatever that may be. Take your own breath away and explore new territories that release the baggage of a comfort zone. Dare to be authentic and real, genuine and whole; alone. Meet today with possibility that grew from yesterdays downfalls. Not everything is peachy but our perception is everything. Take note of that and give meaning to it all. It wont fix your problems but it will allow you to see beyond them.

Maybe building walls around our hearts will lock the monsters out, but won’t it also keep the kings away? Self sabotage is a dangerous path, our wounds don’t heal by catering to them and labelling them as our past. Life is like a train going in circles, the train is comfortable - it has nice scenery, it provides warmth and food & for most a loving atmosphere. Most of the people stay on the train there entire lives, maybe every now and again they may peep out the door, some might even get off only to quickly realise they want back on. Then you have the rare ones who I aspire to be, those who are bored of the train - to them - the thought of living without it, is risky but the reward of tasting life outside of doors and walls excite them enough to try. They'll tell you who they think you should be they'll even try to manipulate you into believing it but let me tell you something son, if I listened to who I was supposed to be - this, everything we are and do wouldn't be in existence. Be a leader, find yourself and make a life with it. Those who judge you and try to force the patterns of their beliefs onto you are envious they haven't the strength in themselves to do the same. I sat and asked God a question, never before now had I felt he was truly listening; Or was it i, that disrupted his appearance..."Why God, must the treasures of our world be hard done by and the enemies of life become greater in their scheme of manipulation?"

Oh dear one, I chose the strong ones to hand the deepest lessons, because I know they can handle it and soon enough they will too. The ones that twiddle their thumbs and become ignorant to what's their truth; will attract what they are and continue in the circle of vicious greed. They'll eventually grow, like you did too.

It may just take time, and your time now is bettering your existence from the struggle you've faced. If this world always made sense and there wasn't the gloomy dark nights that awakened your soul, you would never grow ~ you would never become, nor seek greater version of yourself. i choose to focus my energy on what I believe deserves my time, life passes us by so quickly and before we know it; were looking back at our story, make sure the choices you decide on; will give you a movie worth watching. I think people give up, because it's the easy option, but my goodness; why would giving up be easy? You are living your life chasing anything to fill the void of what came about when you let go of everything that mattered? I'd rather fight like mad, for everything that will ever matter, because giving in to anything that doesn't will never cure the dream. The only choice in the matter, in the end, is how i percieve it.The world is broken, but, how do we fix it?

I don't think anyone can fix it but we can teach ourselves & each other to focus on the good and the important and maybe little by little this place won't feel so heavy.There are days when the world won't comprehend your silence, it doesn't know of many quiet pioneers.

This alone, will trigger many.

Let it humble your heart, teaching you to become softer and more soulful, not a mirror to this cold hearted place.You'll spend a long portion of your life fighting off evil, if you are consumed by its toxins. One cannot win with the same tactics of the opponent, spend the time running toward your soul on an internal seek, an inner peace that accepts there is pain, there is tragedy, there is misfortune in this world but there is also power to turn these great adversities into the kind of light that ripples a postive effect amongst millions.

I am more intuition based than I am logic. My gut talks to me in energy and I translate it via language. Its been both my heaven and hell, my heart sometimes beats out of my chest for all the wrong reasons, other times its a little fuck yes dance to living.The irony of life is a twisted game; but my god you learn fast, the ins and outs of how to play your part the best you can. For a long time imagination was all I had. I allowed it to take me to all the places I yearned to be, all the sights I longed to see, make beauty out of all thats been and create art from this suffering. Enlightenment isn't a vast field of open opportunities that will change your life, actually it is but first it will destruct anything in its path unattached to the version of you that is awake. That's the part no one prepares for, it will break you to the core but the break will make you something greater then you ever thought imagineable.

I'll cut to the chase, life isn't all its cracked up to be. It's real and raw and by the time you've matured it would have ripped your fucking heart out but let me also tell you another little thing about this place, a broken heart is an open heart and there will always be a million reasons to smile.people give themselves away so freely, and we can't be lesser to them for this, we've all experienced density in which we've honoured another's journey before our own, and they too, like us will start to believe that they hold a rare infectious gift by being their 100% self. When they realise this, they won't waste another moment giving away apart of them they fought so hard to find.

For a single thought to enter one must be aligned with its frequency. We overlook situations without seeking the cause, use the adversity to strengthen & heal the broken parts within yourself and you will outgrow the need to respond. Negativity is a choice, healing is a process.. learn the difference between the two.I think sometimes, despite our good intentions and wise choices, some things are up to fate and we learn to play our part the best we can. Colour this life!

And. if your outer world is shaky, go within.