Coffee - how much is too much?

At first big C I saw you as the one.
But now you make gravy come out of my bum.
With there no longer a gage of how much to consume.
Before I'm bouncing off the walls and charging around the room. 
Ready to lift weights, do reps and hit squats.
Sometimes obscuring vision with these little blue dots. 
The buzz was very strong - off my feet I was swept.
Without fail, each workouts intensity was kept. 
My foot may have tapped and wee may have smelt.
But as Dwayne J would say we "handled and dealt". 
It's been two years and I'm starting to wise up.
With each sip I take, from every porcelain cup.
The way you are it's all take take take.
You're the first thing I think about each day when I wake.
Getting to sleep is impossible - you're on my mind each night.
I'm fed up and tired and done with your sh*te.

We need a month apart to give us time to chill.
Before it gets messy and we're on stage at doctor Phil.
I promise to match the intensity of workouts we shared.
I want you to want me to, show me you cared.