Closeted skeleton pursuit on a keleidoscope

Is me, Hi

I am the problem

is me

I will stare directly at the sun

but not at the mirror

it must be exhausting rooting for the anti hero

Let's get to know the storyteller

who had played in this role in weaving bite size stories

that draw you in

so in

that you fall in the hole

this may or may not be my last edition for this newsletter

as the person in me is embracing the closet skeleton in me

in becoming who I really am

and chasing rainbows on the spectrum

has become rather a chore for me

the spark has dull

and sometimes I am lost for words

to start anew

I too am on a spectrum

on a different level of spectrum

I can be on the high end of the spectrum

the middle end of the spectrum

or the low end of the spectrum

yet I continue to speak up for the spectrum

in which I myself could never understand

I believe in journey and spaces when it comes to neuro-diverse for holistic health

but sometimes

I am cut short

when complexity in the realm of special needs

becomes not just a single entity

but rather the ripple effect

of everyone around them

and for me

it buzz every time I hit the wrong note

when I speak the wrong words

which leaves me at the losing end.

nonetheless

thank you for rooting for this anti hero.