Chemistry Fear.
Anirudh Kumar
Building Clueso (YC W23) | Customer Success | Ex-Attentive.ai | Ex-Amazon | Past Area Director at Toastmasters | NSIT
After doing my CHEMISTRY EXM…I came across series of thoughts…just enjoyed it!!!
?Ohhh…chem!…I got you once again…
But this time…it is for all lifetime gain…
Let me tell you one of my secret…
And after that please avoid giving any regret…
I always imagined of someone…
YOU can say my kind of dynamic one…
Initially all your chapters were describing her truly…
And m going to give you some idea roughly…
First she was like everyone in solid state towards me…
Her life was not very crystalline to me…
Then I searched for no. of atoms in her unit cell…
Coz she was much pretty that I want to explore and come out my thoughtful unit cell…
And I found she got a very high packing efficiency…
As she has secret and life spam beyond my capacity…
All the imperfections in solid state turned out…
Coz of the magnetic properties I was emerging out…
This made her turn to flow like solution state towards me…
And that broad mentality concentration goes on attracting me…
I wanted to feel the very high solubility in her cosmic circle…
But the vapour pressure of families was acting as the great hurdle…
I know this is the age for developing much…only for ideal solutions…
Non ideals always undergo positive or negative deviations…
I was judging myself to be both…
Just getting depressed coz of inclination towards both-her and my goals…
Many a times I tried to tell her the truth I was hiding…
But the straight forward colligative properties
Always made the depression in freezing point goes on declining…
We both ended up with too much abnormal molar masses…
And tried to dissociate what you say the wrong circumstances…
Don’t know how but that dynamicity comes back
This time it made its way through kinetics…
Coz factors affecting it are now being ignored…
Our rate of reaction is seeming to be increased…
We are enjoying our integrated rate equation…
And making the key step to pseudo first order reaction…
Temperature and heating temperaments are not affecting much…
Coz we have learnt to integrate after all this collisions…
All this happening is still the surface chemistry…
Coz how to tell her is making it no less than a great mystery…
Maybe I was in need to catalyze this reaction…
So that I could overcome this emulsification…
All my efforts were getting coagulated…
Of course this has been the result of this world being place of colloids…
Then I asked myself is being positive ion may help…
Thus tried to get extracted from ore into the pure metal…
For this first I put all my thoughts at one place…
Coz I’m aware that concentration would lead to better results…
I got centered now only up to her…
And waited to be extracted as the crude metal first…
Metallurgy was just too boring I thought it once…
Coz it was still taking time to give out the result that better ones…
Then I put myself in thermodynamic principles…
Just with the hope it will be proven right in the end…
Electrochemical principles were freaking out me much…
Coz what I want to do and about to do…all have messed up …
Being positive kept me moving that in direction…
And finally Oxidation made me identify my true potentials…
Just needed refining and it has all work out okkk…
At least now I got the abilities to manage this and all my works…
Look chem…I have only described you my side…
But I was mesmerized the day she got recognized…
Of course I recognized her there which bought all changes…
Coz this monodentate ligand has now developed into bidentates…
See first we got analyzed by each other truly…
And then isomerism brought us together purely…
The bonding in this complex world started that easy…
I got to know what the great matter of concern was initially…
Coz we were trying to put simple stability in bondings…
But then we realize we were meant to do synergic bondings…
Of course no doubt I’m exceptional to this world…
And I found myself making things weird with this diverging world…
She has been part of my dream and she always will be…
Coz I know my kind of character is not that easy to exist in reality…
I’m the guy believing in travelling journey…just travelling…
I’m afraid of the feeling after achieving destinations…that yelling…
Though chem…you know you’re going to fill the great part in my life…
But why don’t you understand this doesn’t matter to my true life…
U better know my dreams…my intuitions…
But still keeps on irritating me in all situations…
Please try to understand you and me are separated much…
And the only way to overcome this gap is to find the girl I described you such…
The day I will find that my kind of universal one…
I promise I will love you too but not more than loving that one…
C’mon…lets both search together…till my life stays…
And I will try to do what I promised myself and needs to be attention paid…
But till then…I hope you will never freak meee…
And m promising you…I will be so kind…
That you will definitely gonna love meee…:)
Hope you have Happy Readings
Anirudh Kumar
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