Caught in the Web…

.????????? I was just 16…

. ??????????????????? when she seduced me…

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.???????????????????? My Birthday was in July…

.??????????????? but this was early September…

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When I went to a party one night… it was on the other side of town… and I thought I knew most everyone there… a bunch of us went to school together… but it wasn’t the normal crowd I would run around with… and as I walked around… they all seemed to be in groups… not really wanting anyone else to step in… but I soon found myself trapped within a group of girls…

?To me… it seemed like a young man’s fantasy… or maybe… it was just a wild dream of a teenager… however… there were only a couple of girls that were close to my age… but I didn’t know either one… the other five were just a little older… and I had only ever met just one of those… she was the one that invited me in…

I quickly became surrounded by them all… no way out… drinks in hand… and they were teasing me… flirting actually… competing in a way… asking if I was still a virgin… but I really enjoyed flirting as well… so I held my own and I kept them guessing… asking them personal questions too… but by playing their game… it opened up a door… because they all seemed to think now… that I was ready for the picking…

One came over… pushing two others out of the way… just to touch me… untucking and pulling up my shirt… then running her hands across my chest… while pressing her bare breasts tight against my exposed back… and at almost the same time… another came over… running her fingers through my hair… kissing me… quite seductively as I remember… but I stepped back after that… and they all started laughing…

A lot of feelings were ignited that night… and the air of the summer evening was as sultry as could be… aligned with plenty of alcohol for this game… causing me to quickly become… what they all referred to as… “The Trophy…” but in all fun… it wasn’t quite as clear who might win…

But the one taking the lead was Cathleen… I had seen her before… but we hadn’t actually met… she was 21… she was the sexy one… and the oldest in the group… experienced you could say… she knew exactly what I needed to hear… drawing me in… pulling me deep into her web… but then suddenly… what I didn’t expect… was when someone grabbed my hand from behind… pulling me out of that circle… saying… “Run…” so I did… letting her lead the way… running hand in hand… not realizing how my life was about to change…

Her name was Donna… she was 19… and wasn’t participating in the girl games… or at least… that’s what I thought… but the party happened to be at the house where she was living… and as she opened the door… this beautiful girl tuned to me saying… “I’m Saving You…” then pulled me deep within the walls of her lair… and I went willingly… but honestly… I didn’t know her either…

When we stepped into the living room… it didn’t take me but just a moment… to figure out why I was there… because everything was perfectly laid out… as she pointed out which room was hers… then telling me that her and Cathleen were sharing this house… (I could feel my heart suddenly start racing… unsure is what I felt inside… but I tried my best not to show it…)

Now to say at the very least that night… I was a little buzzed… underage… and legally drunk… not caring about the world at all… but I do have to admit… I also was more than willing to become her prey… so with the candles lit… a warm glow in the room… wine on the table… and a blanket on the floor… she began her efforts to bed me down… seduce me in a very sexy way… awakening those feelings inside me… those feelings that I didn’t know existed…

She took me there… just by using the gentle touch of her fingers… sending tingles throughout my body… and as she began to slowly… removed my all of my clothing… she told me to close my eyes… and to just lay back… expressing… so she could have her way with me… and well… I was getting more than excited… anticipating what was to come… when suddenly… with my eyes still closed… I could feel the warmth of her body straddled just above me… her breath was caressing the fine hairs on my skin… and as she began to lower herself down upon me… her bare skin was lightly brushing against mine… and I could feel her long locks draped around my face… that’s when I opened my eyes… finding this goddess… pressing her lips to mine…

But literally… right at that moment… as we were making out… fully exposed on the floor… the door opened… it was Cathleen walking through… pausing briefly… just watching… as she began to loosen her blouse… a definite distraction… but Donna was on top of me… when she quickly raised up saying… “He’s All Mine…” with a quick response from Cathleen of… “But I’m Ready to Play…” which resulted in a reply of… “Absolutely Not…” (I was at a loss for words… not knowing what was going to happen…) but she reluctantly headed back outside… giggling as she closed the door…

And without missing a beat… our activities quickly resumed… and for several hours that night… she was doing wonders with her hands… as well as with her lips… but then… she took me on a journey… of what would be my first… my second… and my third… of so many pleasures… teaching me things about her body… how to touch… how to tease… how to move… and how to please… then doing those same things to me… we were exchanging our desires… right on the very edge of every moment… over… and over… rewriting my perception of life… forever…

We sat there for a while… it was well after midnight… she was leaning back against me… hidden underneath that blanket… we were sipping wine… cuddled up on the couch… when Cathleen came back in… she sat down in the chair across from us… asking so many questions about what we had been doing… then she said… “Are You Ready for Me…?” but before I could say a word… Donna told her very sternly… “NO…” but I could see… Cathleen didn’t care at all… she just kept staring at me… slowly loosening her blouse again… slightly exposing herself… but Donna knew what she was doing… and wasn’t going have any part of it… so once again she stressed… “No…”

A short time later… Cathleen stood up… dropping her blouse to the floor… saying here’s your last chance… as she unbuttoned her shorts… letting them fall off as well… then tossing her panties at me as she walked off… but Donna’s quick reflexes slapped them away… saying… “I don’t think so…. because he’ll be in mine all night…” Cathleen just stopped in the doorway… turning back to look at us… before closing her bedroom door…

Finally… the quietness set in… the party was long over… so Donna and I just slid down into the cushions… our bodies tangled up once again… we were looking directly into each other’s eyes… when I took my finger to sweep her hair up over her ear… then I outlined the edges of her face… stopping only to tell her how beautiful she was…

I watched as a little tear rolled down… which told me… she wasn’t expecting that… and a moment later… she just said… “You’re Different… Aren’t You…” then just closed her eyes… so I kissed her on the forehead… and told her good night…

It was almost 3:00am when we finally fell asleep… snuggled up tightly on the couch… but around 6:00am… Donna woke me up… saying… “Get dressed… you need to leave before she wakes up…” walking me to the door… then kissing me so tenderly… over and over before she finally said goodbye… letting our tangled fingers slowly slid apart… but just as I stepped out… I turned back… asking her… “Are you saving me again…” she grinned as she leaped out on to the porch… throwing her arms around me… softly whispering in my ear… “You better go now… before I drag your ass back in here…” I replied with… “But I want to take you with me… and do this all over again…” so half dressed (in a t-shirt and panties…) she walked me out to my truck… then pushed me back against the cab… saying… “Maybe…” before passionately kissing me once more… (it felt like the first time… all over again…) except this time… she just told me… “Goodbye…”

.? I entered that house…

.??????? as a naive teen…

.????????????? just playing a game…

.? ??????????????????a trophy is what they said…

.?????????????????????????? but I left with the knowledge…

.????????????????????????????????? of becoming a man…

.??????????????????????????????????????? then I was set free…

.??????????????????????????????????????????????? or… was I…

What started out as a game… not only changed my life… it changed her life as well… because she not only chose to keep me for herself… but she also protected me… so it’s still not clear who the winner actually was…

.?????????????????? Was it her…

.??????????????????????????? or was it me…

.????????????????????????????????????? I’ll never tell…

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A beautiful moment that I’ve never shared in my entire life… not out of embarrassment… but for personal privacy… because it was my little secret… a secret that I knew… no one would ever believe… so that night of intense passion… my first time… has never been mentioned to a single soul… not until now…

Only a few people from that night… actually knew what happened… but I know I wasn’t the first… and I certainly was not the last… so we intentionally never talked about it again… and even though we spent a little more time together… publicly… that night never happened… it was considered taboo...

Because it was just a group of women… on the prowl each night... drawing in the unsuspecting teenager… willing guys just like myself… directly into depths of their web… each one being a Black Widow… fulfilling her own desires… at the expense of the prey…

And though it’s an experience I’ll never forget… I will always be grateful for what I learned that night… as I have no regret… and if given the chance to go back… I would absolutely do it again… because it wasn’t their fault… (even though it was wrong…) it was all mine… for being somewhere… that I shouldn’t have been… just because fate… always finds a way… whether we believe it… or not…

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This happened many... many years ago… when times were different… and parents trusted their children to do the right thing… letting us make our own mistakes… because it was the only way we would ever learn…

It was also a time… that out of respect for our elders… as well as for self-preservation… we knew when to keep a secret… because they were also… very unforgiving…

So... when I got home the next morning… my father asked me where I was last night… I just said… sleeping over at a friend’s house… then all he said was… “Next time let us know… because your mother was worried…”

So…

.???? No Harm…

.????????????????? No Foul…

.??????????????????????????? No Reason to Ever Tell…

.????????? If no one knows…

.??????????????????? it’s just our little secret…

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Posted:? May 20, 2024

Documented:? 1979

?.?? from Notes Written in My Youth…

A True-Life Moment by:? Daniel Crews

.????????? My Teenage Years…

.?????????????? The Untold Story…

Note:? To protect all of those involved… the names have been changed… and some were omitted… because it will always remain a secret… never to be mentioned again…

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A few days later… I saw her at the park… she was all alone… but when she looked up… she ran to me with open arms… and we hugged for the longest time… nothing said… just absorbing the moment…

Then we walked down close to the water… kind of off in a secluded area that was hidden from the road… we sat down on the grass… facing each other… and the first thing she asked me was… “Did You Really Mean It…?” but I wasn’t sure what she meant… she said it was when we were lying on the couch… I thought for a moment… then said… “Yes… You are Absolutely Beautiful…” and “Why Would You Ask…” she said quietly… “No One’s Ever Said That to Me Before…” as her eyes got a little watery again… so I pulled her over next to me… and just held her tight…

I asked her why I was selected that night… she looked up smiling… saying those girls were mean… and they didn’t deserve you… so I saved you… and you followed me home… I said you pulled me in there… she smiled again… saying… “Yeah… But You Didn’t Leave…”

She told me she couldn’t believe that I stayed…? and was willing to play… and that the stuff in the living room was for Cathleen… not her… I started laughing… she said Cathleen was really upset at her… because she wouldn’t share… then she told me she couldn’t believe that I actually spent the night with her… I giggled telling her that I was supposed to have been home by midnight… but we were snuggled up and I didn’t want to let you go… and on top of that… I was in no condition to drive… which made us both laugh…

We laid down in the grass… face to face once again… interlocking our legs like we did that night… and I used my finger to sweep her bangs up over her ear… softly telling her… “You My Sweetheart… Are So Beautiful…” then we kissed… for the last time… leaving our bodies yearning for more…

This was the last time we were alone together… finding out we were both vulnerable that night… knowing deep down… that we truly needed each other… but realizing in the end… we could never be together… because three and a half years is a lifetime when you’re young… because time stands still… for no one… and though we’re old enough to breed… she felt she was too old for me…

But now… forty-some-odd years later… looking back… seeing it in a different light… casts a shadow upon the memories… of why things happen the way they do… what drives destiny…

We never know what drives others… why we’re in a particular position… doing the things that we do… going to the places that we go… looking for confirmation in different ways… just to feel that we’re accepted… just the way we are…

Sometimes it’s over neglect… mentally drained… but not intentional… that lack of love… opens a wound… so we look elsewhere… to fill that void…

I was spared that night… saved… by a beautiful girl… and I didn’t know why… other than… it was our destiny…