As a Cancer Survivor, Chadwick Boseman is my hero.

20 years ago today, September 1st, I was getting rolled into the recovery room at Bronx Lebanon Hospital after having minor surgery: a biopsy of a swollen lymph node. The doctor, a friend and colleague of my father, came over to see how I was. I asked, "Is it cancer" and the man's eyes starting welling up. He could not get the words out, but said my parents were coming soon. I was 19 years old and getting that reaction from a doctor and hearing the "C" word made me think of the worst case scenario...

I was diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma, stage 2A. It was located in 2 parts of my upper diaphragm and the 'A' meant that I had no symptoms. About a month later, I started chemo at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center. After 6 months of chemo and 2 weeks of radiation, I was deemed clear of cancer, but had to return every 6 months for some time for testing, then every year, and finally 5 years. Safe to say, I am healthy today and am grateful for being able to open my eyes each and every morning. This experience has ultimately shaped the person that I am today.

This past Friday night, I heard the news of the passing of Chadwick Boseman at the age of 43. This was a shock to many and I immediately felt a sucker punch to the gut. What a young selfless talent - gone too soon. And then I found out about his illness and how he kept quiet throughout the 4 years of his treatment.  

Hearing how he pushed through and was able to film in 8 + Feature Films throughout his treatment, I was equally devastated and in awe. I took off an entire year from college for treatment and he worked through PAIN for countless hours. I could not wrap my head around how he could do this. This really hit me hard!

As a cancer survivor, Chadwick Boseman is my hero. 

Knowing that my “cancerversary” was just a few days away and hearing about Chadwick’s strength during the hardest years of his life really got me to my core. His last 4 years of life should remind us that there’s really no excuse to just let life pass us by. He brought so much joy to so many, especially the little ones, while he was in pain, all with a smile on his face. SO. MUCH. IMPACT.

Our life on this earth is limited and we are never guaranteed tomorrow. I am constantly reminded of that, moreso today on my 20th year anniversary of being diagnosed. No matter what struggles you may be facing, try to remind yourself that you are alive to face these struggles and they are only going to make you stronger. Never give up. Work hard, play hard. Live your life to the fullest. Always show gratitude and try to smile through the pain. Happy September 1st everyone!

 “Whatever you choose for a career path, remember the struggles along the way are only meant to shape you for your purpose. As you commence to your paths, press on with pride and press on with purpose.” - Chadwick Boseman