It can get lonely.

Day 55 of the Unknown.

When I stepped onto the path of the Unknown, I knew it would not be easy at first. I knew there would be uncertainty, I knew fears would come up. I knew that I had to give myself time, patience and love.

What I did not expect was a deep feeling of loneliness. Not lonely with myself. I feel more connected to myself than ever. I deeply believe that - in order to bring something into the world - you have to look inwards first. Into the depth of your heart.

But there is also a deep feeling of wanting to connect to others in this quest. That can relate to standing completely alone, to searching the depths of the heart. That accept my path with curiosity, openness and support. That love and don't judge. A connection from one soul to another.

I am incredibly grateful for a supportive family. For friends who reach out and say: "Hey, how are you doing? What do you need?". For mentors and guides that offer their experience and support along the way. For people in my network that reach out and say: "Hey, I know someone who has done the same, this was their experience" or "Hey, how cool that you are doing this."

It's those people that I can call when it gets tough. And yet, some days still feel lonely. Some days still feel disconnected. As human beings, we all want to belong. Be part of a community.

I am learning to craft, embrace and lean into mine. I am learning to be comfortable alone in the wilderness. And most importantly, I am learning to ask for support and positivity when I need it the most. And to make my own mind and heart a beautiful garden that I like being alone in.