Calm down desired job is on the way

Actually those words I address them to myself as I have this rush feelings always whenever I smell a job opportunity in my atmosphere I run like thirsty athlete and even dreaming of the new position as if I already got hired there and start to think of everything, I admit as guilty your honors.

Let me think this loud with my reader don’t you have this feeling every time you get this mystery email from a new recruiter revealing small part of the information so you can’t go on and outreach his client !

Be honest to yourself as I will also in my lines below:

I am a person who enjoys new challenges and get so enthusiastic till I reach a point in mind that gives me the feeling I am reaching the comfort zone in my current job this is a sign by then I shall start my journey again searching for a new challenge, my main problem- I really know of- in me is that I get bored; should things not come as I planned and disappointed because it didn't work out as I've desired, this attitude I know in me! I keep pushing hard and thinking of every possible corner to approach the opportunity until I get killed by low or lack of appreciation.

Though I am known for my creativity and loyalty for work where ever I get hired but they have to keep me appreciated and power charge me morally and financially ofcorse; I aim high and always work as a team leader as I spread knowledge among the team I lead to use the same spirit and the same eye yet the same language as we all do it is maybe soon we get settled down of high satisfaction but for sure this is not today.

We all have some weakness and the best person to judge you is actually You!

My point here is that since we all know our weakness points and we know when exactly desperation invade our hearts and at such moments we should raise a warning flag to those people around us who love us asking them for their support; yes indeed lean on beloved ones does not mean that you are weak to survive alone on the contrary! humans exist in societies and people can’t live alone, imagine Armstrong stuck on the moon for how long shall he survive there, will he be dead before or after running out of oxygen?!! Take a guess.

I feel I am talking to my self here; I don’t know if this is an early sign of madness for real!! But I know heart talk and honesty in talking to people gives you exactly the same feeling, and by considering you my precious reader as myself this means I can’t lie to you as then I will be lying to myself.

I will conclude my post here stating that there are certain things we humans can change yet not everything in life is in our control we have limits as we end up as lousy planners in trying to possess everything we need and everything we don’t need, Only Allah the creator has the mighty powers to give and take, so we must keep trying and not to worry anymore; just to do what we think is right and knock on doors and leave your mind free in hours after duty if it works its yours otherwise why bother so much thinking; we've a life to live other than work, many smiles to desire many kid's hugs not to be missed. I liked one post I shared the other day saying:

“ Don’t let anyone rent a space in your head, unless they’re a good tenant”

and we have the right to pick our mind tenants because it is Our own mind.