Butterfly syndrome
Caterpillar mind's can not read my freedom. They can only see their own Drudgery as they slink on their daily feed. My life as a visual artist has its moments as i am in a forever dream world. So thought by my many followers.
May we make a suggestion butterflies would look better than horses or cows. or what ever animal your trying to paint.? Your Good with clouds. A full morning of suggestions by nonbuyers.
I am daily pained. As my health isn't doing well. I just survived my seventy third birthday. Doctors told me to make a will. Stop my dreaming as my days as a human near closure.
Before i retired what did i do for a living? I never retired. I am a visual artist. have been over sixty five years. My health care workers are life's caterpillar's. Including my Doctors.
As i was told to quit this nonsense as it can not be working as i can not pay for their extra services. Then i was asked again. what did you do before you retired. We did not ask about hobbies.
I can only smile. I have started a new chapter in my life's journal.
I breath in and hold it for a bit. bite my lip so that i do not curse at the caterpillars who can not see my butterfly transformation.
as i now enter the world of self healing. I have over sixty five years of art sales. A self taught journey of originality. Awards given by cities. Awards created just for my self as an influencer. Art health in public places as i create Fine art murals by hand.
permission granted as i am paid to create 100% original artwork. I should have never complained of illness. i showed Doctors photos of my artwork and they said No way did you paint that it must be photo shopped. I am not an eight year old they said the same thing then. Different doctors.
I am now planning to take my art for a walk in summer of 2024. Creating plein air. Now Doctors tell me i must have a dementia check up. was told to make a will. As i have diabetes and various cancers that stem from my own neglect. as they will not take credit for their own neglect as medical doctors. I can only smile and sell another painting to pay for care that isn't on my health card. today i do my taxes. I am of sound mind. mentally challenged by ignorance in our health care system. I do not need a pass go card from Doctors. As many think i should be in a old age home. I was given two months to lose pandemic fat. as they call it. never saying it was liver related. at my age that happens.
most visual artists are on a different level than those around us.
as i use music to paint. when i am in my plein air world i allow nature to speak in its own words. often so silent. others can not hear the wind in the trees of the call of a cricket. as they are so fixed to their cell phones.
Glass and fine art specialist. Bespoke T-shirt designer for Brass Musician and singer Mr Eikel Venegas 2024 . Winning Artist for Nottingham Industrial Museum 2017. Glassware featured in the W.O.I Magazine 2017.
7 个月This is very inspiring to read and see for an artist like myself