Brothers in Arms.....
Zoe Bell ??????
The Alignment Wytch | Founder of The Mystics Temple | Wayshower | Author & Artist "For Those Ready to Remember Their Power" ~ Elevating Visionaries To SOAR ??
Brothers in arms is a shift many will go through, over these next few months.
The Wound of ABANDONMENT... runs deep and cuts raw..
Yes, as a WOman this would be a heartbreaking yet DIVINE experience as I was met with RAW aspects within. This was ready to be called out and healed. I truly thought I had addressed ABANDONMENT and the wounded inner masculine King within. Shit sake, I am the relationship Coach that thought she had balanced all aspects. Life will put you on your ass for the highest good, and I am a badass C##T that does not do things 1/2 assed.
If this offends you, then the entire shit storm of the world will do much more!!
Yes, I am imperfectly flawed, and we all have scars and many men will wear disguises to PROTECT their most raw aspects. The HEART.
ABANDONMENT - was my Soul drug of choice and the lessons that would follow.
This led to dysfunctional relationships with men, and it had been the #brotherhood that had welcomes me into their space, protected me and also had taken from me. I also played the game, freely gave myself to be fed, fed as I pleased, and they always had my back . There are no sides, only choices, consequences and the karma that follows.
As a women that is fearless to embrace her raw sensuality, masculine passion and drive, I am called many things. Some men see me as a threat as I reflect back sensual wholeness beyond sexualisation. What happens, they sexualise who I am, think that I am too out spoken as I expose what that are scared of others seeing. Their vulnerable hearts.
Some women are scared of me, and I feel this is drastically changing as more women embrace all aspects of self. Men, will have to shift and begin to attend to their own inner feminine Queen within, to truly know how to honour their King.
What these men don't know is that my heart is as raw as theirs. I wore many masks in life, made a point to be and look different. To create a tough look, as others always judged, an attitude of "F##K You!!". I wore different masks to get what I needed from different groups, and wore my heart on my sleeve, as the tough exterior. All my life judged, feeling unheard, invisible at times and deep within that raw heart, a desire to feel loved. As I am.
This changing of masks became exhausting and what we judge is what we are yet to address and learn to HONOUR within. I am the reflection for these men to remember their inner feminine, that has been shamed, made wrong and rejected. This is the doorway to opening men up into their Raw vulnerability.
This poem I am choosing to share was written as I allowed my heart to spill as I felt the raw rejection of the masculine and the brotherhood, not seeing me. The perfect PHIRE of RAGE to address the Inner masculine that was screaming out inside. Yes, 3-hours alone and giving my heart permission to allowing years of loss, grief, sadness and suppressed rage to ooze out. Listening to Brothers in Arms, Dire Straits, on replay.
This is to the brothers that judged me, I see you as you are. x
To the brothers that took from me without asking, I forgive you. x
To the brothers I hurt and manipulated, I am sorry. x
To the brothers that feel shame, i open my arms and heart, you are enough. x
What hurt most is, the men that rejected my wholeness and judged, I understand deeply and more than they understand and see me as a WOman.
I am as real as you get on here as much as I am in real life, in the flesh! To be something else here is to posture and play the same horse shit that many do, wearing masks all for popularity! We have have things we don't like and when raw nerves hit within, it is easy to lash out. As a DISRUPTER and #pioneer I am here to make waves. I am here for the men as much as the women, as WE are SOUL.
Brothers in Arms - Healing the Wounded masculine
Hardness has to crack at some point
It can be hard to see, when judging
It will protect itself, to hide
Does not want to found out
Fear of being judged, not enough
Many scared by the exterior
The tough warrior, still bleeds
A heart often raw, ready to spill
Throat chocked up, pushes away
Masks and ways to look more fierce
Like a badge of honour to belong
They will judge anyways
To let it all go, all references
Ways to feel a sense of belonging
Manipulated by some women
Backstabbed or baited
Their hearts hardened in time
My own inner King screaming
Hear me, honour me
It was out for blood,
Pushing and forcing itself
Passionate thirst
Ready to hurt and wound
As it screamed Within
Met its match
Brothers in arms
A King to guide her own King
As she guided his own Queen
A divine union - reflections
Not catching the BS
Calm and collected
Present and loving
Not reacting
Push deeper
I’ll still be here
Unconditional love
Unwavering Trust
Taking every emotional blow
I’m not bending, I love all of you
I’m not leaving you, I see you
I see your pain, loving unconditionally
At times we walk together
Other times alone
I’m always here
In your brave heart
Brave hearts of Kings
My King truly seen
By a love, my King
Deep wounds of Abandonment
Father wound - bled a final goodbye
Push as much as you need
Until you’ve let it all out
As I’ll never leave your side.
I see you as you are
As you are, in divine perfection
All your scars and flaws
I love you even more
My wounded masculine
Never abandoned again
Never to suppress
Freely express a roar
Understanding the brothers
More deeply than the
Way I’m seen as a WO-man
I am
Seen and loved
We are
Walking one another home.
ZA
Inspired from my life, the work I do with the brothers / sisters and my own personal journey to addressing final aspects of Abandonment when it comes to love.
ABANDONMENT is the wave that is about and already crashing upon you all. Lives being flipped upside down, shaken and stirred and primed for the next shit storm and great global reveal.
This will flip many out - here me out;
Everything is choice- choices have consequences and excuses no longer are welcome. Observe the blame, the shame and guilt that comes up.
Oh what a crazy ride!
WHY am I sharing this?
As many more are about to shift through this. I am here imperfectly flawed and each day learning to open my heart up to love. It's been easy to give it, and I am now learning to Receive it.
Zoe-Anna
(A WOman that has been in male form more lifetimes than this feminine body!)
#Masculine #brotherhood #forgiveness #healing #vulnerability #humanity
Inclusive Leader&Strategic Partnerships??Top 100 Thought leaders of the Year 2024??GodisGreat??LinkedIn&Social Impact Enthusiast ??Int'l Relations??Keynote Speaker??EIQ ????Design Thinking ????Futurist????Inspire??
4 年Beautiful article and shiny #photo Zoe-Anna Bell ??Self~Mastery ?? appreciate your efforts dear soul sister, Let's heal our wounds as #linkedinfam , because all of us have #feminine /masculine parts.I appreciate your efforts, stay blessed with yours.???????????????
CEO of URABE OFFICIAL Spirit Art Medium Spiritual Midwife Abstract Artist Extraordinaire BIZCATALYST 360° Featured Contributer
4 年The energy of your words, dear Zoe Anna, IS itself the tidal wave of change, compassion, courage, conviction, completeness, that is required in order to make the shift. The words have deep personal meaning for you and, no doubt, many others; and yet I found/felt myself fully immersed in them without needing to engage mind. Thank you for your willingness to go all the way, feel all the way, and share your every vision, achievement and understanding all the way ??
Liability Claims & Criminal Defense Investigator - Self-employed
4 年Zoe-Anna we have lots in common. Traveled similar roads almost as if u are my female incarnation. I am a male feminist, despise the chauvinist, but respect, love and cherish the tender compassionate, need to openly communicate feminine side of me. I look for those qualities in other men as an indication of their inner strength and choose their companionship over those who r stuck in trying to be who they r not. I've evolved from a follower to a leader, a blazer of new trails, know my evolution is founded on my tenacity to be successful. Always check my work, searching for any flaws I overlooked, as I see my end product as a trademark of who I am and my way of treating others fairly. Never quit until I know Ive done my very best & assessed my work has achieved a level of excellence. Armed with a tenacity to be successful, I enter everything knowing I will overcome any & every obstical. I've proven to myself that I can do what most deem impossible & will never try. Where we differ is I have no spiritual side. I achieve my all with guile, tact, sincere desire to help others, & as the proverbial clown, my greatest joy is making people laugh & smile. I am a teacher, a die-hard public servant, & like my father, "My word is my bond".
?? Award-Winning Executive Branding Specialist | I Help Executives Build a C-Suite Personal Brand | Founder & CEO - The Executive Brand | Advisor To The Royal Office UAE | International Speaker
4 年Great article, Zoe-Anna Bell ??Self~Mastery ??
DBA international business adminstration Training manager realestate , Founder for Dina Media and Marketing , Business & Life Alchemist , History story teller
4 年Zoe-Anna Bell ??Self~Mastery ?? ??