Between 2 Worlds

In our fast-paced globalized world, maintaining cultural roots while forging a modern identity is a complex journey, both challenging and rewarding. As a trans woman of Mayan heritage, this quest for cultural and self-discovery holds a unique significance for me. The vibrant Mayan history not only forms the backdrop of my personal identity but also serves as a fundamental pillar in shaping my worldview. However, this integration is not without its trials, as I often find myself caught between the customs of my ancestors and the expectations of contemporary society.

The Maya civilization, known for its advanced mathematical, astronomical, and architectural achievements, has left behind more than just ruins. The descendants of the Maya, scattered across Belize, Mexico, Guatemala, and Honduras, continue to carry forward a legacy rich with knowledge, tradition, and a profound connection to the land. My Mayan heritage, characterized by resilience and a deep-seated understanding of the natural world, resonates with my journey in advocating for environmental sustainability and human rights. I often draw on the wisdom and practices of my ancestors in my work, finding that they offer unique and effective solutions to modern challenges.

Integrating Mayan traditions into the modern fabric of my identity is not merely about preservation; it's about innovation. It entails reinterpreting ancient wisdom and practices in ways that resonate with the present. This could involve using Mayan symbols and narratives as metaphors in advocacy work to shed light on issues of social justice and trans rights. These unique perspectives from Mayan traditions offer a novel and captivating lens through which to perceive the world.

Mayan history and mythology are replete with examples of transformation and resilience, themes that echo loudly in the trans community. The duality seen in Mayan gods and the fluidity of their roles reflects a surprisingly modern worldview in its understanding of gender and identity. This understanding, deeply ingrained in my Mayan heritage, has been a source of strength and inspiration for me as a trans woman. Bringing these perspectives into discussions around gender fluidity enriches these conversations and bridges a gap between the past and the present, allowing for a more nuanced and inclusive understanding of gender and identity.

Residing in the Netherlands, a world apart from the tropical landscapes of Belize, I confront the challenge of keeping my heritage alive within me and relevant to the communities I interact with. This is not a passive pursuit but an active commitment. I yearn for the flavors of home: tamales, pibil, the melodies of the marimba, and the customs of my people. I miss the communal sharing of food, the mutual support, and how an entire village or town becomes an extended family. The aloofness of the people in the Netherlands, the lack of support, and the need to schedule even a coffee date with a friend often catch me off guard. I will delve into these experiences in future writings.

Integrating Mayan heritage with a modern identity is enriching and complex. It offers a unique lens through which to view the world—crafted from ancient wisdom and contemporary resilience. For those of us from indigenous backgrounds living in a modern world, our heritage is not just a relic of the past; it's a living, evolving part of who we are and how we contribute to the world. This ongoing synthesis of old and new honors our ancestors and paves the way for a more inclusive and understanding world. It underscores the vital importance of cultural diversity and its richness to our global community, reminding us all of the value of our unique perspectives and experiences.