Article 54

Friday’s are Generally Good!

 Good Morning Friends, just a heads up, Aussies can have a wonderful sense of humor. This would Included the time, one of my best friends needed some bowling practice, he was a fast bowler, cricket and I volunteered to be the batsman. Jason, (Mossy) as I referred to him had his own cricket net, in his backyard. No pads, no hector protector. He always bowled on point, I just happened to get in the way. He did offer to rub my nuts better. Lol 

So not to be insensitive to others that have been sexually assaulted, I'm trying to pick my words carefully.

 It wasn't what this so called family friend did, it the unwanted advances and the fear that swept over me, followed by rage. Fight or flight mode, emotions that would control my behavior for the next 20 years.

I lived in either fight or flight mode, not knowing that this wasn't normal. It was a double edged sword, I wasn't the person inside that everyone saw from the outside.

It was like I had Steel Bars, @Michael Bolton wrapped around my heart. I had plenty of attention from very pretty girls, however I would always push them away. Was it my fear of commitment, no I don't think so. It was fear of being hurt, as well my love for not wanting to hurt them.

So the remifications were huge, trusting people was a difficult prospect for me, not a bad thing when you live in the commercial world, sharks are everywhere. I was able to scare the biggest of men on a building site, while also getting an attractive lady to see a design change that would make them look good.

So from the outside, it wasn't all bad. For me though inside my head, it was catastrophic, I couldn't switch off work. I would always be thinking, if this "Mother Fucker tries to bend me over, I'm going to fuck his career up" or bury his business, what ever needed to be done. True story and many people have felt that end of my rage in the intertest of my own self preservation. People who were nice to me, I would do everything in my power to make them look good while also making them plenty of money, it was just what I did.

My closesest friends knew the persona, that Luke didn't give a fuck, was an untruth and that whoever side he was on, he would fight, tooth and nail for what he felt was best.

I always felt like It was Luke verses the world, not that it scared me, it was just my perception. I'm pretty clever, I don't mind writing that about myself, I just didn't know how clever.

I still don't kmow to this day, how I never was the one to have my head knocked off, I guess the dark side inside, was scarier than I thought it was.

It's funny, My 10 year old son laughs his head off when Dad, put's on the angry voice, he's like, as if your going to do anything. He would be right, He's probably the one that has taught me the most, he doesn't evern know it, god love him, Mr Popular, I call him. Look out ladies there are 3 more like me, Smart, goodlooking, kind, gentle and can channel the monster inside if needs be. So to my Three Son's, Boys, Do what I say, Not What I do, When You are Ready, I will give it all to you! (Except, I decide when you are ready, I won't make it easy, but I will prepare you for everything)

So to all the parents that are my connections, give your kids a great weekend, your time is all they want. Not iPads or TV's, though we get them those anyway. Shower them with love, give them your attention. Love You Boys!

Have an awesome Friday everyone and leave an easy task for first thing Monday!

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