6 Months 4 days and 2 hours

My names Martyn and im an over thinker !!!!!!!!!!

Was a comment about them; was it a joke?

Was that person supposed to laugh?

Or did they mean it?

Are they being nice?

Are they talking about me?

Do they talk about me?

All things run through my brain on a Daily basis !!!! Why am i the first Meeting why am i the Last Meeting, WHY DOES THIS RELATE TO PROBABION ???? Because for the first time i am in a work environment where i feel like i can put my card on the table. My real Cards not some made up hand. To be in a supportive environment is absolute Gold does it stop all the noise in my brain no it doesn't but it goes a long way towards it.

The week leading up to my 6 month i did find hard but you know what being in such a open company there was no surprises, Was there challenges?? absolutely but i wouldn't have it any other way. There is a lot of lip service paid to Mental Health and supporting staff across all industries but to feel truly supported in a role is very new to me and takes a bit of getting used to. The Belief is coming back and that means fireworks. Its been a long road back for me and there is still a long way to travel but i know now its one i have support on by every person in the Company even The office polar bear #ifyouknowyouknow

Massive Kudos to all the staff here at @eemitscommunication and you all need a a medal the size of a bin lid for putting up with my noise levels and being a big excited kid