The moment I decided I wasn’t going to be the girl I thought I should be for everyone else and decided to be the girl I needed to be for myself, my life began to shift.
I began to fill the empty spaces of my day with audio books, podcasts, mentorship, therapy, fitness, affirmations and intentionality.?I had to stop coasting and resolve to ???????? ????.?Every day.
My whole life, I’ve had a “hustlers” mentality.?I love being a career woman.?I love to work.?I love what I do.?I love to learn, expand, grow – professionally and personally.?But there are times throughout my life where I found myself giving up on the dream to continuously be better.?I felt stuck in so many ways.?Passionless, and for me that feels like what I envision death to be.
One day – you decide to face the day again.?You give the tiny ember inside of you that little puff of air it needs to burn just a little warmer.?And the next day – more air. The next, even more.?The fire that’s meant to be inside you – is back again.
Your courage builds.?Your confidence grows.
Why??Because you’re showing up. Every. Damn. Day.?Even if you don’t FEEL like it.
Your faith. Your discipline.?Your determination.?Your integrity.?It’s always been there, but you believe in it again.
A quick/funny story.
February 25th, 2022 – was my final day in the “corporate” world.?I’ll always remember that day.?It was the most exhilarating day and the scariest, all at once.?I had zero clients lined up.?I had zero “sales” skills, or plan on how to go find clients.
Before potential client meetings – I would lay on my couch crippled with fear, tears streaming down my cheeks, my mind racing:
-?????????“What if they ask me something I don’t know?”
-?????????“What if no one wants to give me that first chance?”
-?????????“What if I’m not actually smart enough to do this?”
-?????????“What if I fail??Or worse, look like a fool?”
I hated every second of it.?I’d cry, (I like to say “let it out”), and then I’d put my big girl pants on.?Because I knew no matter what, I had to show up.?Failure by way of absence has never been an option for me.
I was determined to overcome this fear.?I ordered ?????? ?????????? ?????? ???????????? by Todd Herman.?I had to step into the shoes of someone I envisioned was strong and confident and fearless to put those big girl pants on.?Thank you, Katniss Everdeen.
The premise of the book is this person is inside of us all along – however we don’t believe it until we’ve forced ourselves in those shoes so many times we finally realize, they’re actually our own shoes.
It’s Friday, my hope for you is that you’re not just coasting, but have conviction to face your fears and go after it. Even if it doesn't look the way others think it should.
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Every. Single. Day.
?? Disruptur always letting me live outside the box.
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